Nov 09, 2005 13:41
And Every Time I Hear The Rolling Thunder...
Ok... its a chess game I am having with a close friend ;} We Debate constantly, and often find ourselves agreeing. But this conversation got crazy =D I had this epiphany about myself and any of the thinkers from anywhere really..... I guess I always thought our true goal in spirit was to attain something we had to begin with... some inevitable loop back towards innocence if you will.
Kind of like a LESS depressing version of Adam and Eve... that somewhere in time we were great beings... but in my thoughts on that ... I never thought.
I never considered that possibly the greatness we originate from is NOT our end destination... but a new greatness from that...
Ahhh The bitter taste of being cornered. (She had me in a deadlock position where I had to get out of check-mate ;} )
Graphic novels are such a big lonely task =D And I
will complete it, barring death. (In reference to my inevitable goal with my artwork... an art book, compilation of it all, that also doubles as a novel.)
Ahahaha, lets brainwash everyone to be
un-brainwashed?
I had this crazy idea... you see... perhaps our
natural condition is NOT self awareness... but... the
awareness of one entity. An Idea I think I have
shared before right? But in that context...
Then that one unified entity that has never known
anything beyond its own existence is split into many
shapes and sizes in a world where they can all
affect one another....
This would mean true evolution ( True evolution being the recognition of things beyond ourself... tue -Self- Awareness as opposed to instinctive and emotional actions with no thought beyond our own needs) is against our very nature... we (My friend and I) are the ones with the weird concept...
we are the random genes. And even in our
agreement we follow our own natural order, which
again goes against the evolved ideas from our split
between each other?
You see.... how would a creature who has become
many evolve? It would struggle inevitably against
ALL the pain in is constantly causing itself...
and yet the only true escape from said pain would
be an awareness that could exist -outside- the self.
Outside the very thing that is destroying it. (and that it is)
This would mean that society has not caused this ...
it is a part of our very nature from the beginning...
in affect society caused US.
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It was reruns the last few weeks =D have you seen
it yet?! =D (In reference to the T.V. Show Lost ;} good series.)
"I Cannot Deny The Inscrutable Exhortations Of My Soul."