A piece of my mind.
I dunno. I'm scraping my life together. I'm working so very hard, I'm trying to get a job, I'm trying to get a life. But you know, as pressing as all of my problems are, and as much as I'd love to rant about them, something else feels more pressing to me.
Now I know my friends list probably goes "Oh god boy get a life" everytime I make one of these entries for Jen, but seeing as I can't have personal PDA's, I sure as hell am going to milk these moments where I can show you my affection online.
I think I've always loved you. I know we've had our ups and downs, I know we've had our rough spots, and I know you've stayed with me when most women would leave. I know that I love and appreciate you more than you can know. I know you've been patient and caring and understanding. And I know you mean everything to me.
And I also know that somehow the nights without you are the lonliest, and the days are just as bad. I promise if it's what you want, probably not right away, but we can be together soon. Thats what I'm working so damned hard for.
The nights really are the worst.
Now I know my friends list probably goes "Oh god boy get a life" everytime I make one of these entries for Jen, but seeing as I can't have personal PDA's, I sure as hell am going to milk these moments where I can show you my affection online.
I think I've always loved you. I know we've had our ups and downs, I know we've had our rough spots, and I know you've stayed with me when most women would leave. I know that I love and appreciate you more than you can know. I know you've been patient and caring and understanding. And I know you mean everything to me.
And I also know that somehow the nights without you are the lonliest, and the days are just as bad. I promise if it's what you want, probably not right away, but we can be together soon. Thats what I'm working so damned hard for.
The nights really are the worst.