things i wish.

[seiru_okibi]

I wish I had the motivation to better myself. I wish I had a good enough eye not to miss opportunities. I wish that people made sense. I wish I didn't always have to put other people's feelings above mine. I wish that I had someone who cared enough to put my feelings above theirs. I wish I knew what to do. I wish I could handle things by myself. I wish it wouldn't hurt so much. I wish I wasn't forgotten.

And I know wishing doesn't do any good. But at this point, I really don't know what else to do.