LJ's stable-ish again!
And I haven't updated in about a week, hurr hurr.
It's already August, which means it's two months before my supposed graduation (lol), one month before Christmas season, and three months before the fair. Am I feeling it? Not really. Though I always think the first semester takes forever, it seems so fast this time around.
This week and the following weeks will see me drowning in acads. I'm dreading Wednesday and Thursday the most, mainly because of this job analysis that I have to conduct and I haven't even done the interview yet, let alone gotten the permission. If all else fails, I'll just state in my methodology that they wouldn't let me and just try to ninja some questions in anyway. /sob
Taking a little break from taking on new mini-jobs while I get my acad shiz done. That, and I can't really find very many jobs to apply for. Well, actually, there are a lot, but I don't really feel I'm qualified for them or have the time to devote to them. Maybe when I become an official bum or something. ;_;
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There are actually some people I want to punch in the face. Just kidding, I don't think I can really do that, but there are some people I want to talk to to try and resolve problems, but I don't really have the right to do so because it's essentially none of my business. It is frustrating to sit on the sidelines and be a spectator to tragedies like this, though. I suppose I can just turn a blind eye to it all if it frustrates me so, but no man is an island.
And then there are times that I wonder if someone is really that oblivious, or if I'm just so awkward and skittish that I simply can't express my thoughts well. It's too much to hope that the other party will pick up on the undercurrents, but sometimes I'm fascinated that he/she/it can know so many things about others and yet seem to have no idea about my own thoughts on the matter.
I'm not against direct confrontation by all means; I do believe that some problems should be laid out on the table and dissected thoroughly until all parties can come to a satisfactory conclusion. This ridiculously dancing about on eggshells, unfortunately, is all I can do. Succumbing to passive-aggressive methods does sound tempting at times.
I really need to start taking my own advice. Practise what I preach, basically. I hope being a hypocrite isn't that grave of a sin; at the very least, I'm aware of it, and I'm trying to work on it!
~ Seiko-chan
It's already August, which means it's two months before my supposed graduation (lol), one month before Christmas season, and three months before the fair. Am I feeling it? Not really. Though I always think the first semester takes forever, it seems so fast this time around.
This week and the following weeks will see me drowning in acads. I'm dreading Wednesday and Thursday the most, mainly because of this job analysis that I have to conduct and I haven't even done the interview yet, let alone gotten the permission. If all else fails, I'll just state in my methodology that they wouldn't let me and just try to ninja some questions in anyway. /sob
Taking a little break from taking on new mini-jobs while I get my acad shiz done. That, and I can't really find very many jobs to apply for. Well, actually, there are a lot, but I don't really feel I'm qualified for them or have the time to devote to them. Maybe when I become an official bum or something. ;_;
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There are actually some people I want to punch in the face. Just kidding, I don't think I can really do that, but there are some people I want to talk to to try and resolve problems, but I don't really have the right to do so because it's essentially none of my business. It is frustrating to sit on the sidelines and be a spectator to tragedies like this, though. I suppose I can just turn a blind eye to it all if it frustrates me so, but no man is an island.
And then there are times that I wonder if someone is really that oblivious, or if I'm just so awkward and skittish that I simply can't express my thoughts well. It's too much to hope that the other party will pick up on the undercurrents, but sometimes I'm fascinated that he/she/it can know so many things about others and yet seem to have no idea about my own thoughts on the matter.
I'm not against direct confrontation by all means; I do believe that some problems should be laid out on the table and dissected thoroughly until all parties can come to a satisfactory conclusion. This ridiculously dancing about on eggshells, unfortunately, is all I can do. Succumbing to passive-aggressive methods does sound tempting at times.
I really need to start taking my own advice. Practise what I preach, basically. I hope being a hypocrite isn't that grave of a sin; at the very least, I'm aware of it, and I'm trying to work on it!
~ Seiko-chan