My dad is a fucking idiot...
Okay i'm watching the vid for I hear you calling, by gob. I love this video. Its so awesome. I love it when Theo flips off the zombie soccer player guy. Ha ha. Theo is one rocking guy.
Okay well other than that i'm FUCKING pissed off! My dad's girlfriend/fiance/whatever the fuck she is, she just said that I pranked called yesterday. Telling her shit and all that. I was like what the fuck are you talking about. I never fucking called. I was with dad at lowes. Then my dad was like you didn't make one of your friends call did you. I was like fuck you! Prank phone calls are funny but juvenile. If I want to watch prank phone calls i'll watch crank yankers. Goodness what the fuck is wrong with people. I'm so fucking pissed. I want to beat that bitch upside the head. Yeah and in a few months i'm going to have a sibling I really don't want. I'm going to be 17 years older than that kid. Thats fucking old. Dude..I really don't want a sibling. I got enough. Thank god, I don't have to deal with that shit with my mom. She got her tubes tied. I think you can get an operation to get them untied. But she did it right after William was born in 1990. So there not really tied there like burned or something. Yeah know like getting your tubes tied like just came out...It was a new thing at the time. So she might not be able to get her tubes untied. Hopefully, cause I don't want her to have another kid and end up like her. Especially a girl cause I know if they kid acts the way my mom wants her to. She's going to ignore me and be like oh yeah heres my failure of a daughter. The dumb one. What the fuck, I know she would do that too. She only talks to me because i'm her only daughter. I know damn well if she had another one, she would never talk to me and if she did she would compare me to her dumbass little kid. I fucking hate it. I remember when Marissa my step sister was around. Marissa was really good and smart and stuff. I was always compared to her. Which blew hardcore. I was nothing like her. Eep! I hate being compared to people its bullshit. Okay well enough of me complaining..I feel sorry for the people who read my journal. Its always long as hell. Ha ha. Oh well. Yeah know what Jessica or Jessika..how ever you spell it. Reads my journal. Interesting. I didn't think anybody read my journal. Ha ha. Oh well. Okay well I got im's from when I was gone, to see Defekt. I had like 5 im's saying oh hannah your not home? Woah...Ha ha. I find that quite amusing. When i'm not home people think I was kidnapped or something wrong happened or its a mircle. I know people, I left just so I could make a sick attempt of pretending I had a life. That's right. Ha ha...not really. I wouldn't know how to make a attempt to having a life. I got to order my tickets to seattle soon. Woot woot. I'm going to buy warp tickets in april. I have nothing going on in april. Its going to be rad ass. I can't wait to go back and visit everyone in seattle. Its going to be a good ol time. I wanna see Nicole. I wanna see how much she changed. I miss all my old friends. Its weird not having them around anymore. It was cool, cause I just felt so comfortable around them all. I love Melita, but I still feel very akward around her. I mean you know I don't know her friends. I don't really fit in. Well I don't think so at least. Plus i'm younger than all of them. Which really blows. I just feel very out of place here. I can't hang around Jackie and all of them cause they always do drugs and stuff and I don't do that. I mean I felt so comfortable and I felt needed before, like if I were to leave everything would change. I was right though, everyone did change. Nicole turned hardcore christian. Ha ha. Dustin got a girlfriend..after him and I had a crush on each other for 4 years and never ever talked about it. Ha ha, were dumb. He got a girlfriend, insane. Okay Brian actually admitted he was gay, and I WASN'T THERE. We use to make fun of him in middle school (friend thing) that he was gay and he really was..fuck thats messed up. I feel bad now. Justin Pardington lost like 80 lbs. I hear he's a total hottie. Rob the main man is totally goth and a hardcore drugatic. Nick K. doesn't talk to anyone anymore. He's dating Heather Franklin. Sick huh? I hate her. She stole my something corporate shirt that whore bag. Oh yeah and my lucky star jeans. That whore..ahhh! Okay then Claire doesn't even go to shows anymore. She went all rapper homie g gangsta girl. Ha ha...I can see it not Claire with a black bandana wrapped around her head. Saying whats up fool! Ha ha. Thats just hilarious. Chad Tacia is not a god anymore, I heard nobody likes him anymore. He deserves it playing girls for all those years. Bastard. Ha ha. Okay then what else, Oh shit! THE SCHOOL MASCOTT, DROPPED OUT. I forgot his name. He was so cool. He use to kiss me all the time. Like I would be talking and he'd kiss me out of nowhere. He was such a pimp. Ha ha. I loved that boy. Oh yeah his name was Alvin. Alvin rocked every girl's socks off. Then that guy Matt I had a crush on before I moved he left to California right after I left. He didn't like it there. Ha ha that sucks. I saw him over the summer cause he was visiting his mom. OH GOD FUCKING HOTT AS HELL. I love that boy, he freaked out when he saw me. He kissed me too. I love washingtonians..I always got kisses. I mean even my friends who were chicks would kiss me. On the cheek all the time. Twas funny. I miss seattle, I miss all my friends. Sucks...My list could go on forever! Seriously everybody changed. Nicole told me ever since I moved It was like something was totally lost after I moved. I mean I was the funniest most outgoing girl at my school. Plus I wasn't exactly the most normal girl...but everyone liked me I guess. So when I left things changed. Thats what I was told. I don't think thats right. Ha ha. I don't think I really put an impact on people that much. I mean seirously...Oh well. If I did thats pretty rad. Cool beans cool beans. I'm gonna go. I need to check something yo! Good day to you all!
Later Kiddos
Hannah
Okay well other than that i'm FUCKING pissed off! My dad's girlfriend/fiance/whatever the fuck she is, she just said that I pranked called yesterday. Telling her shit and all that. I was like what the fuck are you talking about. I never fucking called. I was with dad at lowes. Then my dad was like you didn't make one of your friends call did you. I was like fuck you! Prank phone calls are funny but juvenile. If I want to watch prank phone calls i'll watch crank yankers. Goodness what the fuck is wrong with people. I'm so fucking pissed. I want to beat that bitch upside the head. Yeah and in a few months i'm going to have a sibling I really don't want. I'm going to be 17 years older than that kid. Thats fucking old. Dude..I really don't want a sibling. I got enough. Thank god, I don't have to deal with that shit with my mom. She got her tubes tied. I think you can get an operation to get them untied. But she did it right after William was born in 1990. So there not really tied there like burned or something. Yeah know like getting your tubes tied like just came out...It was a new thing at the time. So she might not be able to get her tubes untied. Hopefully, cause I don't want her to have another kid and end up like her. Especially a girl cause I know if they kid acts the way my mom wants her to. She's going to ignore me and be like oh yeah heres my failure of a daughter. The dumb one. What the fuck, I know she would do that too. She only talks to me because i'm her only daughter. I know damn well if she had another one, she would never talk to me and if she did she would compare me to her dumbass little kid. I fucking hate it. I remember when Marissa my step sister was around. Marissa was really good and smart and stuff. I was always compared to her. Which blew hardcore. I was nothing like her. Eep! I hate being compared to people its bullshit. Okay well enough of me complaining..I feel sorry for the people who read my journal. Its always long as hell. Ha ha. Oh well. Yeah know what Jessica or Jessika..how ever you spell it. Reads my journal. Interesting. I didn't think anybody read my journal. Ha ha. Oh well. Okay well I got im's from when I was gone, to see Defekt. I had like 5 im's saying oh hannah your not home? Woah...Ha ha. I find that quite amusing. When i'm not home people think I was kidnapped or something wrong happened or its a mircle. I know people, I left just so I could make a sick attempt of pretending I had a life. That's right. Ha ha...not really. I wouldn't know how to make a attempt to having a life. I got to order my tickets to seattle soon. Woot woot. I'm going to buy warp tickets in april. I have nothing going on in april. Its going to be rad ass. I can't wait to go back and visit everyone in seattle. Its going to be a good ol time. I wanna see Nicole. I wanna see how much she changed. I miss all my old friends. Its weird not having them around anymore. It was cool, cause I just felt so comfortable around them all. I love Melita, but I still feel very akward around her. I mean you know I don't know her friends. I don't really fit in. Well I don't think so at least. Plus i'm younger than all of them. Which really blows. I just feel very out of place here. I can't hang around Jackie and all of them cause they always do drugs and stuff and I don't do that. I mean I felt so comfortable and I felt needed before, like if I were to leave everything would change. I was right though, everyone did change. Nicole turned hardcore christian. Ha ha. Dustin got a girlfriend..after him and I had a crush on each other for 4 years and never ever talked about it. Ha ha, were dumb. He got a girlfriend, insane. Okay Brian actually admitted he was gay, and I WASN'T THERE. We use to make fun of him in middle school (friend thing) that he was gay and he really was..fuck thats messed up. I feel bad now. Justin Pardington lost like 80 lbs. I hear he's a total hottie. Rob the main man is totally goth and a hardcore drugatic. Nick K. doesn't talk to anyone anymore. He's dating Heather Franklin. Sick huh? I hate her. She stole my something corporate shirt that whore bag. Oh yeah and my lucky star jeans. That whore..ahhh! Okay then Claire doesn't even go to shows anymore. She went all rapper homie g gangsta girl. Ha ha...I can see it not Claire with a black bandana wrapped around her head. Saying whats up fool! Ha ha. Thats just hilarious. Chad Tacia is not a god anymore, I heard nobody likes him anymore. He deserves it playing girls for all those years. Bastard. Ha ha. Okay then what else, Oh shit! THE SCHOOL MASCOTT, DROPPED OUT. I forgot his name. He was so cool. He use to kiss me all the time. Like I would be talking and he'd kiss me out of nowhere. He was such a pimp. Ha ha. I loved that boy. Oh yeah his name was Alvin. Alvin rocked every girl's socks off. Then that guy Matt I had a crush on before I moved he left to California right after I left. He didn't like it there. Ha ha that sucks. I saw him over the summer cause he was visiting his mom. OH GOD FUCKING HOTT AS HELL. I love that boy, he freaked out when he saw me. He kissed me too. I love washingtonians..I always got kisses. I mean even my friends who were chicks would kiss me. On the cheek all the time. Twas funny. I miss seattle, I miss all my friends. Sucks...My list could go on forever! Seriously everybody changed. Nicole told me ever since I moved It was like something was totally lost after I moved. I mean I was the funniest most outgoing girl at my school. Plus I wasn't exactly the most normal girl...but everyone liked me I guess. So when I left things changed. Thats what I was told. I don't think thats right. Ha ha. I don't think I really put an impact on people that much. I mean seirously...Oh well. If I did thats pretty rad. Cool beans cool beans. I'm gonna go. I need to check something yo! Good day to you all!
Later Kiddos
Hannah