Ponders of Good and Bad
I'm going to make myself do this. Really I am. I am going to come home each day and post here one positive/good thing and one negative/bad thing of my day (more if there is more to report).
Like today's positive... I got to run our morning group for our kids at work today. My teacher NEVER lets myself or the other Teacher Aide I do that. I thought it was pretty cool and it was really fun to do. Not that I had doubts in my ability to run a group lol.
Today's Negative... I think my cousin either hates me or is annoyed with me for some reason. Apparently her windshield cracked and needs to be replaced and she wanted to claim it on my insurance. She asked me first and I told her to check with other things first. I didn't want my insurance to go up on me for something that won't be part of my insurance in like a year. Come to find out it wouldn't be effected and wouldn't go up. Down side to this though is that she has to pay out of pocket for it because I didn't have glass coverage on my policy. I changed it so I now have glass coverage - but all this insurance crap really confuses the crap out of me. So I call her and tell her and tell her that I got her an appointment at a family friend's place to get it fixed - this was all before I knew it wouldn't be covered - and that she needs to pay out of pocket. I told her she could change it if she wants to and gave her the number and what not for the place I scheduled the appointment. But I think she's mad/annoyed with me... Maybe it's just me but it just seems like she could care less about me or what I have to say. It's like she wants me to do these things with her and then when I do I kind of get brushed to the side (which kind of defeats the purpose of doing things with her that I want to do but it's kind of hard to include myself when she has such a flat affect when I talk to her about said activities)... at least that's what it kind of feels like to me. She may not even be doing it on purpose and not even know that she's doing it. *sigh* It's just something that has been on the back of my mind for a while and I really felt the need to get it off of my chest now.
Well, so much for that idea... I really need to find more positive/good things about my day lol. Or at least try harder to make them happen.
Like today's positive... I got to run our morning group for our kids at work today. My teacher NEVER lets myself or the other Teacher Aide I do that. I thought it was pretty cool and it was really fun to do. Not that I had doubts in my ability to run a group lol.
Today's Negative... I think my cousin either hates me or is annoyed with me for some reason. Apparently her windshield cracked and needs to be replaced and she wanted to claim it on my insurance. She asked me first and I told her to check with other things first. I didn't want my insurance to go up on me for something that won't be part of my insurance in like a year. Come to find out it wouldn't be effected and wouldn't go up. Down side to this though is that she has to pay out of pocket for it because I didn't have glass coverage on my policy. I changed it so I now have glass coverage - but all this insurance crap really confuses the crap out of me. So I call her and tell her and tell her that I got her an appointment at a family friend's place to get it fixed - this was all before I knew it wouldn't be covered - and that she needs to pay out of pocket. I told her she could change it if she wants to and gave her the number and what not for the place I scheduled the appointment. But I think she's mad/annoyed with me... Maybe it's just me but it just seems like she could care less about me or what I have to say. It's like she wants me to do these things with her and then when I do I kind of get brushed to the side (which kind of defeats the purpose of doing things with her that I want to do but it's kind of hard to include myself when she has such a flat affect when I talk to her about said activities)... at least that's what it kind of feels like to me. She may not even be doing it on purpose and not even know that she's doing it. *sigh* It's just something that has been on the back of my mind for a while and I really felt the need to get it off of my chest now.
Well, so much for that idea... I really need to find more positive/good things about my day lol. Or at least try harder to make them happen.