Graduation & future plans
Graduation is around the corner. My parents are coming up and they want to discuss my future now that I can't play tennis for a while, I hope. I'm not sure what to study. Tezuka-kun said I should just go for a generic course then think about it a bit more, so I might do that. I know what my father will say though, so I'm preparing my speech.
I'll probably be getting a room and staying on campus. Though, another 4 to 5 years sharing a room sounds horrible, I was lucky I didn't have to share with anyone this time.
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I had a fight with Gen. I don't remember having fought like this with him for years. We bottle things up and they spread like mould, and grow into horrible feelings that aren't exactly real. I said so many hurtful things... I wish I could take them back. I know everything he does is to protect me, even if it bothers me, even if sometimes I feel he is getting in the way. I like that he is possessive, I like it more than he thinks. But it scares me that he might only want to keep me... and then love someone else instead. He could lock me up in a room as long as I'm the one. He almost hit me, and sometimes I wish he had... I know he wouldn't, it would kill him if he did. I hit him instead though. I didn't think he could ever be that rough with me... I still hurt.
[ooc: Yuki will be walking around with a scarf to hide some serious marks on his neck for a few days]
I'll probably be getting a room and staying on campus. Though, another 4 to 5 years sharing a room sounds horrible, I was lucky I didn't have to share with anyone this time.
[private]
I had a fight with Gen. I don't remember having fought like this with him for years. We bottle things up and they spread like mould, and grow into horrible feelings that aren't exactly real. I said so many hurtful things... I wish I could take them back. I know everything he does is to protect me, even if it bothers me, even if sometimes I feel he is getting in the way. I like that he is possessive, I like it more than he thinks. But it scares me that he might only want to keep me... and then love someone else instead. He could lock me up in a room as long as I'm the one. He almost hit me, and sometimes I wish he had... I know he wouldn't, it would kill him if he did. I hit him instead though. I didn't think he could ever be that rough with me... I still hurt.
[ooc: Yuki will be walking around with a scarf to hide some serious marks on his neck for a few days]