November Rain follow up.
Hmm.. Looking back at my previous entry. I stand by what I said. However I will add something more.
Though I may love her, no matter how much, in the end. The choice will be and has always been her's. I haven't told her yet. I don't plan to for a while. For a looong time. I've held off any hints for years, I've been patient. I can wait many more years if I have to. Theres a lot on her mind, and I believe she's spoken for right now. Anyway, Hell I'd be lucky if I exist to her @_@. Regardless. When my time comes, it will come.
All my life I've come to realise; I get my chance down the line somewhere. What I do with it, is up to me.
When it is all through, when ever that may be; Days. Months. Years. Lord knows when.. When I get my answer... Regardless of what it would be. I'd be eternally happy if I left my mark on her heart. If I was able to nick that tough heart of hers, and leave my impression there. I'd be grateful.
T_T I need a hug.
On the flip side.
@_@ Woah! It's been a week since Amanda went to Jacon. @_@ I wonder how she is. I miss you Apanda @_@. Wonder where she wandered off to.
You only truly appreciate your close friends when they aren't around. @_@. Here I am taking them for granted when ever they are online. @_@
Hope to here from you soon Apanda.
Though I may love her, no matter how much, in the end. The choice will be and has always been her's. I haven't told her yet. I don't plan to for a while. For a looong time. I've held off any hints for years, I've been patient. I can wait many more years if I have to. Theres a lot on her mind, and I believe she's spoken for right now. Anyway, Hell I'd be lucky if I exist to her @_@. Regardless. When my time comes, it will come.
All my life I've come to realise; I get my chance down the line somewhere. What I do with it, is up to me.
When it is all through, when ever that may be; Days. Months. Years. Lord knows when.. When I get my answer... Regardless of what it would be. I'd be eternally happy if I left my mark on her heart. If I was able to nick that tough heart of hers, and leave my impression there. I'd be grateful.
T_T I need a hug.
On the flip side.
@_@ Woah! It's been a week since Amanda went to Jacon. @_@ I wonder how she is. I miss you Apanda @_@. Wonder where she wandered off to.
You only truly appreciate your close friends when they aren't around. @_@. Here I am taking them for granted when ever they are online. @_@
Hope to here from you soon Apanda.