Sep 23, 2007 19:56
i feel like I have nothing left to give. i feel empty. Really had the wind knocked out of me this weekend. Really thinking it is time to get back to basics and just concentrate on making my life what i want of it and fuck the rest of anyone that gets in my way. usually i don't mind giving of myself to help others in any way i can but over the last couple years it seems that i am losing bits of myself in the process. it just isn't rewarding or fullfilling or whatever the hell it use to be....or i am just giving to the wrong people. in any matter i think i shall be a bit selfish for a while. also going to be a LOT pickier about who i am letting into my life.