funny??
well i dont really know if it is... but it has definatly struck a chord with me...
in the lunch room today... having a coffee... got into a conversation with sue about some crap... think it was about her cake... she brough in a strawberry cake for her b/d... what sort of sick fuck brings us strawberries as a treat!!! its like giving a glass of water to a drowning man... but anyway... she asked why i didnt have any of her cake. i simply replied that it looks like a lovely cake, but that i dont like strawberries... (which is true, sort of... i just dont really want to taste them now... bad memories) but anyway... so anyway, the conversation went along the lines of that i hate strawberries and i really dont want to see them at this time of year... and then she replied, that it couldnt be that bad... and well... for me that is just an ignorant statement, so i choze not to reply, just said "ehh"... and it got followed by a "how bad is it??"... it was an honest enough question, to which i stated that strawberries give me nightmares (yes, its true... how fuckin lame...) she laughed and told me to stop exadurating...
over 70 hours a week...
21 days streight
being the one to turn on the lights in the morning
then off at night...
sleeping here more times than i'd like to admit...
being unable to move...
no, its as bad as i make it out it is... its soo much worse...
i'm can actually say that i'm scared... i am fearing what will come about this year...
i'm going to go home now, and crawl up in a ball...
in the lunch room today... having a coffee... got into a conversation with sue about some crap... think it was about her cake... she brough in a strawberry cake for her b/d... what sort of sick fuck brings us strawberries as a treat!!! its like giving a glass of water to a drowning man... but anyway... she asked why i didnt have any of her cake. i simply replied that it looks like a lovely cake, but that i dont like strawberries... (which is true, sort of... i just dont really want to taste them now... bad memories) but anyway... so anyway, the conversation went along the lines of that i hate strawberries and i really dont want to see them at this time of year... and then she replied, that it couldnt be that bad... and well... for me that is just an ignorant statement, so i choze not to reply, just said "ehh"... and it got followed by a "how bad is it??"... it was an honest enough question, to which i stated that strawberries give me nightmares (yes, its true... how fuckin lame...) she laughed and told me to stop exadurating...
over 70 hours a week...
21 days streight
being the one to turn on the lights in the morning
then off at night...
sleeping here more times than i'd like to admit...
being unable to move...
no, its as bad as i make it out it is... its soo much worse...
i'm can actually say that i'm scared... i am fearing what will come about this year...
i'm going to go home now, and crawl up in a ball...