You know what Rena?

[seichounikki]

Yeah, you were right all along.

I really do care about people,TOO MUCH.

You know what?
I've had enough.
I realized a little too late.
I've had FUCKING enough.
I will not stress about this anymore; fuck it.

GET.OVER.IT.

I know you are reading this.

Message me.
Call me.
ANYTHING.

TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME, TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH SOMEBODY ELSE, TALK TO THEM ABOUT IT.
CAN YOU FOR ONCE, LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES????????
LEARN FROM LIFE EXPERIENCES!?!?!?!?!?!?

REALIZE.
UNDERSTAND.
ANYTHING!
IT'S CALLED TRYING.

I WILL HELP YOU TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE DOING WRONG, AND THINGS MIGHT TURN OUT THE WAY IT WAS BACK THEN. AND I SINCERELY HOPE THAT IT WILL. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO STRESS MYSELF OUT OVER SOMETHING THAT I SHOULDN'T BE WORRIED ABOUT. BUT BECAUSE IT'S WHAT I CALL 'FRIENDS,' I WORRY ABOUT IT. WHY ARE YOU AFRAID TO TALK TO ME? I AM YOUR FRIEND AREN'T I? YOU INSIST I AM, SO I INSIST YOU COME TO ME, SO WE CAN FIX THIS PROBLEM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

Stop being a child, and just THINK for a second.
We fix the problem, or I'm done with you.
ALL OF YOU.

Seriously.
I've had enough.

What a fucking realization at 3:30 in the morning.