Aug 19, 2007 18:13
I'll be going back to school tomorrow, although it'll be Pulaski Tech instead of a real university. That's how much of a failure I am. My mom finally told me I was a disappointment. Granted, she was angry at the time, but I think she really meant it. This summer has sucked, and it's entirely my fault. I try not to think about anything which has lead me to neglect work, school, responsibilities, medication (apparently suddenly stopping effexor gives me the flu), and even my friends, who have always been too good to me. I'm sorry. If anyone can forgive me, I'm hopeful that being back in a routine with school will help me stay focused on what's truly important in life...