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Today started around 11:30 when my friend from Arkansas called me. She had surgery, and had been having a pretty hard time, so it was good to talk to her. Then, I called the usm music office to find out if my check came in yet that they've owed me for like....a month and a half. They closed at noon, so wonderful for me. I drove down to usm anyway, to get a copy of the police report that was from 2 months ago when my car was broken into. My insurance company is just asking for it now! The bastards! Anyway, I got that, and caught up on general hospital while I was there. Then I drove to westbrook to buy my sister's Christmas present, and to make another deposit at the bank. So then I went home, and sat around. I sat around pretty much till 5:20 till we went over to the church. After the service, the family came back here to open our stocking gifts, like we always do on Christmas eve. Then, i wrapped all my Christmas presents, and now, here I sit, watching a movie on my laptop while I type this. Well, Christmas is almost here, and usually at this time, I make my Christmas wish. Well, this one's for Santa, with a little bit of god built in, cuz I'm really gonna need help on this one....this year for Christmas, I don't want any new toys, or stuff for my car. I don't want any money, or expensive stuff. I don't want any cd's, or any DVD's. I'll give up anything I get for Christmas, if you'll just give me the only thing that I want....her. I don't even care how long I have to wait, if I have to wait till next Christmas, I will, just please....if I get nothing else this year, just make me happy. You've seen me in the last couple of months, I've never been this happy! Wouldn't it be great if I could continue to be this happy? Maybe this sounds selfish....so let me help out a little. I know that I make her happy. Let me put it this way. All I want for Christmas, is to make her happy. And you know what? If I'm not who was meant to make her happy, then please just make sure she's happy....please.....that's all I want.
~Sehnsucht