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Going to the doctor tomorrow for a complete physical. I'm really starting to dread this. I've never had to do something like this before, and I've hated the thought of it since the beginning. The entire proccess has been painful in too many ways, and it doesn't even stop for like, another eight months or something horrible.
I'd post about what mum said to me today, but then I'd be acting like a stupid emo chick, which OMG! I looked like today. -_-;; Hey, I could always dye my hair BLONDE! -growl-
Listening to Kasey Chambers. Her voice makes me feel slightly better. No one else is home, so I have the headphones unplugged, and I'm sining loudly along with it. Singing makes my jaw hurt like a crazy fucker.....Hell, EVERYthing nowadays makes my jaw hurt like all fuck. It hurts right now, and there's no fucking tylenol in sight. I SHOULD have been taking iron pills two weeks ago, but mum hasn't gotten them yet. It'll be just my luck that I'll bleed to death or something, won't it?
Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
There, a bit more fucking emo lyric posting for you.
I'd post about what mum said to me today, but then I'd be acting like a stupid emo chick, which OMG! I looked like today. -_-;; Hey, I could always dye my hair BLONDE! -growl-
Listening to Kasey Chambers. Her voice makes me feel slightly better. No one else is home, so I have the headphones unplugged, and I'm sining loudly along with it. Singing makes my jaw hurt like a crazy fucker.....Hell, EVERYthing nowadays makes my jaw hurt like all fuck. It hurts right now, and there's no fucking tylenol in sight. I SHOULD have been taking iron pills two weeks ago, but mum hasn't gotten them yet. It'll be just my luck that I'll bleed to death or something, won't it?
Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
There, a bit more fucking emo lyric posting for you.