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[seguchimika]

I don't know why I am here, or what my purpose for being here is.

But so far, all I have experienced is pain. Finding out that my husband is in the hospital, and that my baby is gone....

I can't even describe how I'm feeling at this very moment in time.

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[blameshimself]

Mika-san... I'm sorry.

[seguchimika]

It's not your fault.

[blameshimself]

I feel like it is.

[seguchimika]

But it's not. You didn't force me to come here. It's not your fault that our child is gone.

[blameshimself]

It's my fault you were pregnant to begin with, though. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have felt the pain of losing a child. And neither would I.

[seguchimika]

It's my fault too, though. It takes two to make a baby, Tohma.

[blameshimself]

I suppose I can't argue with that.

[seguchimika]

Exactly. So stop blaming yourself.

That would go against his username.

[blameshimself]

...All right.

This is true. :|

[seguchimika]

It's both of our faults. It's something we could have avoided, yet we didn't.

[blameshimself]

We didn't have a reason to avoid it before.

[seguchimika]

That's true, we didn't. But, what's done, is done.

[blameshimself]

Perhaps....

[seguchimika]

What do you mean by that?

[blameshimself]

I don't think the scientists have won yet.

[seguchimika]

Oh? Why do you think that?