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wow when you leave you really get see how much your friends have changed. it was really scary today. i was sitting at my grandmas watchingf my aunt in the pool with her son and it hit me that i can really see that as me. and then my uncle went over to them and it hit me that the person that i am in love with. i could really see him being there with me. i kinda just sat there and thought about what it would be like. it was scary how real it seemed.
well it isnice to be back but i am not looking forward to going back to band. there is sooooo much drama going with the new director and with the officers and parents against my dad. it is just pissing me off to no end. i sat there and cried one night as my dad was telling my on the phone about what people have been say to him and about him and the stuff that the officers and have been doing and have not been doing. i just with that time would have stood still while i was gone. i mean i feel like i am the only officer trying to keep kids from quiting and trying to keep this program together. it is just sooo frustrating.
well like a good friend has said. "the best thingin life and being a musician and being in love." it is soo nice when you are not the first one to say "i love you." well i am going to go b/c idk what else to write. everyone have a great 4th and i will update later.
buh bye world
well it isnice to be back but i am not looking forward to going back to band. there is sooooo much drama going with the new director and with the officers and parents against my dad. it is just pissing me off to no end. i sat there and cried one night as my dad was telling my on the phone about what people have been say to him and about him and the stuff that the officers and have been doing and have not been doing. i just with that time would have stood still while i was gone. i mean i feel like i am the only officer trying to keep kids from quiting and trying to keep this program together. it is just sooo frustrating.
well like a good friend has said. "the best thingin life and being a musician and being in love." it is soo nice when you are not the first one to say "i love you." well i am going to go b/c idk what else to write. everyone have a great 4th and i will update later.
buh bye world