Leave me dreamin' on the bed...
Sigh. What a terrible subject line that was... It has nothing to do with anything. Other than the fact that maybe its time for my heart to be broken again. Which is to say I'm tired of being lonely. But I don't want anything. But this sucks. But god I was suppost to find myself and not become involved with any one... but the more I discover about myself, the more I don't like what's there. WHY can't I just be HAPPY!!! GRRRRRRRRR! Sorry, It's frustrating to feel this way. Knowing that no one can do anything for me but still feeling the need to bitch about it is kinda draining. I feel so hollow. wah wah wah. Shut up you fucking baby.