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well, i did it. i fucked everything up. and now i have no idea who is pissed off at me. probably everyone. i can't say i blame them although i wish i knew exactly what the big deal was. however, i understand the consequences. now i'm stuck at home all day everyday. weee. big fun. oh well. i hate drama. i never wanted to be the cause of it. i did something dumb, then someone freaked out. a lot. made a major deal out of it. like i said, i understand. but i'm still pissed off. mostly at myself. i should have known better. i just didn't understand why everyone was so mad. so, here i am alone. and the one person who i really wish i could talk to isn't answering. i don't know if she's mad at me or not. fuck everything. i give up.