Still mad as hell
This is so two years ago but..
"I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell and can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should"
Words ring true till today. Different circumstances, same emotions. Same anger. Guilt. Frustration. Longing. And Triumph.
I'm giving myself three months to tie up all my loose ends here..not with anybody else but myself. I've realised I no longer care what other people think - well, not as much as I used to anyway. It's what I think about myself that bugs me sometimes. What do I really want? And how exactly do I want it to be?
I need to set everything on my terms now, and stick through it and not waver. I won't be duped, and I won't be soft - and I will not sell out on myself.
Word. (I couldn't resist.)
"I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell and can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should"
Words ring true till today. Different circumstances, same emotions. Same anger. Guilt. Frustration. Longing. And Triumph.
I'm giving myself three months to tie up all my loose ends here..not with anybody else but myself. I've realised I no longer care what other people think - well, not as much as I used to anyway. It's what I think about myself that bugs me sometimes. What do I really want? And how exactly do I want it to be?
I need to set everything on my terms now, and stick through it and not waver. I won't be duped, and I won't be soft - and I will not sell out on myself.
Word. (I couldn't resist.)