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i just want to be left alone.. i want everyone except Cortney out of my life.. i'm sick of everything.. i'm so fucking sick of being so far away from her..
got a job yesterday... going in for 3 hours of on the job training today at 3:00.. they better pay better than churchs.. i swear to god..
i might just raid the safe and the registers and take off.. but... no.. Cortney would be pissed off..
gonna go see dustin in a few minutes.. gonna get a dime, i figured that Cortney isn't going to stop, no matter how much it hurts, so i might as well start again.. might take away some of the hurt..
plus.. i haven't been stoned in ages.. i wonder if i miss it.. gonna go find out..
love to Cortney
got a job yesterday... going in for 3 hours of on the job training today at 3:00.. they better pay better than churchs.. i swear to god..
i might just raid the safe and the registers and take off.. but... no.. Cortney would be pissed off..
gonna go see dustin in a few minutes.. gonna get a dime, i figured that Cortney isn't going to stop, no matter how much it hurts, so i might as well start again.. might take away some of the hurt..
plus.. i haven't been stoned in ages.. i wonder if i miss it.. gonna go find out..
love to Cortney