ALL I WANTTO DO
IS GO TO SAN FRANCISCO
IS GO ON AN ADVENTURE TO SOMEWHERE I'VE NEVER BEEN
is make Balloon Animal Flowers again!
is buy shit I don't need from Dollar Stores
is eat at Copper Country
is buy eegees' Fries and Ranch and eat them while listening to Breyell's badish, or sometimes good I guess, dance music
is watch the Big Lebowski with Stella and Dory
is watch really bad romance movies and throw stuff at the TV whenever one of the characters does something I disagree with
is go to the park and try to swiing over the top
is do someeething (anything!) with my time
I want to go tunneling again, and paint my face, and enjoy myself at Dry River, and practice my harmonica, and sit on parking garages and talk about life, and visit my elementary school and dye my hair like I used to. I miss feeling like Weetzie Bat, and Marla Singer and trying to hit bottom. I miss Mardi Gras with Sasha, before things got bad. I miss Freshman Year with Madeline, where one time I got so worked up in a discussion about Stoicism that I left class crying, and burned my copy of the Enchiridion.
AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WITHDRAW MY OWN MONEY FROM THE BANK
Ever since This Summer I have been in such a rutttt
(Rut with a capital R, actually.)
I have been going to Dry River, but it hasn't felt the same. I've been hanging out with friends, but it just hasn't felt the same.
I wish I could come up with my own original ideas for adventure. And then go do them, too.
I just haven't been able toooo.
This week Emily and Breyell will be in San Francisco, and I will be here.
I want to do something good this weekend, so that I can at least feel like it wasn't a total Waste.
I'm so afraid that I'll just sit around all weekend.
Ooh, why do I do this to myself?
IS GO ON AN ADVENTURE TO SOMEWHERE I'VE NEVER BEEN
is make Balloon Animal Flowers again!
is buy shit I don't need from Dollar Stores
is eat at Copper Country
is buy eegees' Fries and Ranch and eat them while listening to Breyell's badish, or sometimes good I guess, dance music
is watch the Big Lebowski with Stella and Dory
is watch really bad romance movies and throw stuff at the TV whenever one of the characters does something I disagree with
is go to the park and try to swiing over the top
is do someeething (anything!) with my time
I want to go tunneling again, and paint my face, and enjoy myself at Dry River, and practice my harmonica, and sit on parking garages and talk about life, and visit my elementary school and dye my hair like I used to. I miss feeling like Weetzie Bat, and Marla Singer and trying to hit bottom. I miss Mardi Gras with Sasha, before things got bad. I miss Freshman Year with Madeline, where one time I got so worked up in a discussion about Stoicism that I left class crying, and burned my copy of the Enchiridion.
AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WITHDRAW MY OWN MONEY FROM THE BANK
Ever since This Summer I have been in such a rutttt
(Rut with a capital R, actually.)
I have been going to Dry River, but it hasn't felt the same. I've been hanging out with friends, but it just hasn't felt the same.
I wish I could come up with my own original ideas for adventure. And then go do them, too.
I just haven't been able toooo.
This week Emily and Breyell will be in San Francisco, and I will be here.
I want to do something good this weekend, so that I can at least feel like it wasn't a total Waste.
I'm so afraid that I'll just sit around all weekend.
Ooh, why do I do this to myself?