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Even though things are crazy now, and I don't have a set place to live and my dad told me Friday that he feels like he "doesn't love me" for the first time in 16 years,
all I'm worried about is that that I'm not close to you anymore (or to really anyone really)
Mrs. Donovan told me that she feels very disconnected to me this year, and can tell that something about me or my life is drastically different. Basically she can tell that something is wrong, like inside of me.
She is absolutely right.
This entire year, and summer too I guess, I've felt really detatched from friends and life and a lot that's been going on.
I don't know WHY.
But I want that to change.
I don't know HOW. But I will.
I don't know.
Life is actually fine right now.
I am happy to be at Breyell's, happy to know other people will take me in when she can't.
I know that soon enough I will be able to work things out with my family, and find somewhere permanent to go.
It's all goooood.
I'd say in Ninety percent of my livejournal entries a majority of the sentences start with I.
Haha.
Lievjournal makes me feel so selfish.
all I'm worried about is that that I'm not close to you anymore (or to really anyone really)
Mrs. Donovan told me that she feels very disconnected to me this year, and can tell that something about me or my life is drastically different. Basically she can tell that something is wrong, like inside of me.
She is absolutely right.
This entire year, and summer too I guess, I've felt really detatched from friends and life and a lot that's been going on.
I don't know WHY.
But I want that to change.
I don't know HOW. But I will.
I don't know.
Life is actually fine right now.
I am happy to be at Breyell's, happy to know other people will take me in when she can't.
I know that soon enough I will be able to work things out with my family, and find somewhere permanent to go.
It's all goooood.
I'd say in Ninety percent of my livejournal entries a majority of the sentences start with I.
Haha.
Lievjournal makes me feel so selfish.