Oct 05, 2004 15:32
I realized something yesterday...
If you ever think about harming yourself, dont do it. Its hurts you but it also hurts everyone else more. Maybe, just maybe, you being alive is the only reason someone else is, you never know what you mean to people until you're gone, and they decide to "leave" to. It takes a pretty serious wake-up call to show you exactly how much life sucks but it takes a even bigger courage to hold on and see what life will bring you down the road.
I also really got the meaning of what a true friend is, they're the ones that will call you and tell you that if you do something to yourself, they will kick your ass. They are the people that will stand up and call you when everyone else just gives up.
I dont know about any of you....
But everyday of my life i think about at least one thing that will come in the future, and i also think about how tough it would be to loose one of my best friends and it kills me to have to think about that happening. I love all of my friends with my whole heart and for me not to, that would be so selfish.
For you to give up on your friends would be giving up on yourself. They'll always be there, they'll be there when no one else is, they'll be the one to call you when eveyrone else is gone, they'll be the one who isnt afraid to have fun even if it means looking stupid, and most of all, they'll be there to hug you when everyone else fades away.
Ppl always have this outlook and they want to change the world. You cant change the world and you cant change ppl, all you can do is point out the obvious and hope and pray that they see it.
And of course, im sure there is someone reading this that disagrees with me, but, thats just the way i see it. There will always be someone who disagrees with whatever you will do in life, but dont give up.
with all of that said...I LOVE MY FRIENDS. And i never really take the time out of my day to let them know that. So, Im doing it now.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!! Life wouldnt be the same without yall!!!
love,
Tab