so and on
well, my first time ive ever posted....im sure it will be stupid. but, yesterday, i spent the day with my awesome friends. and my friend Zach came from sumter and saw me, hes pretty cool :) But, a few days ago, i got put in handcuffs for some shit at school, and i had to tell my dad last night, and he didnt believe me..... But, guys suck. I dont understand why girls want boyfriends, it all depends on the timing i guess. A few weeks ago, i would've been like hell yeah, but now, im like, no sorry. It sucks because after awhile you realize, it breaks peoples hearts to say no. Or, it breaks my heart at least :( I was talking to my friend about all the crap that we go through when it comes to guys, and i told her about her brother, and how i loved him, and i always will. She understood, which was pretty awesome :) But, i guess its all about the guy too, there are a few ppl i would like to date right now, but, i dont see it happening any time soon...life goes on!! haha..one of my friends was talking about how she was crushing on some guy and she wanted to tell him....and it just so happens, it took me about 4 years to tell a friend that i liked him, and ever since then, we've been the best of friends. Its funny how sometimes, if you go out on a limb, even if you fall, they're always there to catch you. Once you open up to your first love, lifes a breeze, its just that sometimes it takes awhile to realize it...:( Anyways, im not sure this could get much more boring so...ill leave it at that!! I LOVE YOU!!