Aug 21, 2004 16:08
ya know..ppl tend to underestimate the power of music. it makes it easier to say what you feel and to whom you feel that way about. like..listening to someone absolutely fabulous play the guitar for you, its a different world. Or, when you're mad, you just turn on slipknot or story of the year and great bands, and it makes you calm.
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Its funny how you become dependant on someone, and you have no control over it. i was talking to my friend about one of my best friends and she said, i quote.." Its scary how he controls soo much of your emotions, and its like you have no control over it." but, its ok b/c i trust him, even though, he'll break my heart, he has b4. I cant give up on him, no way in the world. Its ok, life will always go on!!!! MY BROTHER JUST CAME HOME!!! btwn..he moved out last week and went to college and i miss both of them very much. :( Ive had these pictures for along time of someone who i loved to death, and i finally got the courage to throw them away b/c its like you look at them and they hurt you...but maybe im just wierd, i dont know. im going to the movies tonight with a bunch of my bestest friends..we're taking a trip to Cola to see Open Water!!!! Its funny how your friends are always there, even when you dont think they are. They help you through everything, which is pretty cool. but...bleh. GUYS SUCK, THEY REALLY DO. where the hell did that come from..i dont know dont ask. I had a big fight with my parents b/c i told them i was getting my eyebrow pierced and they got all bitchy about it, but, they'll be ok. I was like..it'll be my lip next, and they both got quiet. :) But, last night, i ONCE again managed to get myself into a bit of trouble, but, it was ALLLLL worth it!!! :) But, ive gotta go b/c i need to go get ready to go to cola, my friends will be here soon!! and yes..i know that you are wondering why i write just random crap that doesnt ever make sense...stop complaining bitch..if you dont like what i write, dont read it
*snickers*
not tabitha