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For most of this decade I've been sweating under lights
But I've tried
I've tried again,
And another time
And now I've let my audience simply go.
You do something about your self, and the way you are, and you get nothing. You end up making a meal of no more.
The past 8 months have been really ridiculous and I look back and can't believe it really. I threw my self away. I threw my self away because I wanted the thrill of heart break I guess, but it wasn’t thrilling or exciting. It just fucked with my body and my common sense.
-Courtney
But I've tried
I've tried again,
And another time
And now I've let my audience simply go.
You do something about your self, and the way you are, and you get nothing. You end up making a meal of no more.
The past 8 months have been really ridiculous and I look back and can't believe it really. I threw my self away. I threw my self away because I wanted the thrill of heart break I guess, but it wasn’t thrilling or exciting. It just fucked with my body and my common sense.
-Courtney