Title : This Feeling of Mine
Author :
seetwopm Rating : PG
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Crack
Word count: +1400 words
Pairing : Dongwoon/Key
Summary : Dongwoon was being “encouraged” by his fellow members,and he decided to confess his feeling for Kibum in the show, or that was what he hoped for.
A/N : This is inspired by
THIS picture <3 They are really cute <333 aren’t they? XD
This Feeling of Mine
Here came another sleepless night for the 19-years-old Son Dongwoon. It was not surprising at all actually,he used to this kind of situation. And he was aware, really aware that the reason was always the same. None other than his almighty key, the only key to his heart. He would meet him again tomorrow, in the MBC ‘Star Idol Championship’ show. There was a strange happiness again emerged in his heart, filling his whole soul with the blissfulness. Secretly he hoped that he could spend some quality times with Kibum tomorrow. The beat of his heart was weird, it was not like usual, at all. It felt like his heart was beating along with the joyful melody that being played over and over in the back of his head for these past few days. Not only his heart, even his lips seemed to have their own mind, he couldn’t stop smiling. Oh yeah, he couldn’t.
“Hey, for your information, I’ve caught you smiling like a weirdo for about..uhh...this whole day.” Junhyung, who was followed by Doojoon and Yoseob, jumped in a sudden, invading the maknae’s room, successfully ruining his daydreaming session of the day.
“ Yah hyung, can’t you guys please knock the door first?” He grunted, quickly adjusting his expression to a proper one, trying to look as normal as he could.
“Can’t you be more obvious than this?” Junhyung said sarcastically, making Doojoon snorted and Yoseob released his restrained laughter.
Dongwoon gasped, his cheeks were all red now. He tried to say a pick-up line, but nothing could come out of his mouth. He swore that he would be more than happy to shut Junhyung’s mouth now if he had not been a great brother for him.
“What? Everybody knows that I’m right.” Said Junhyung carelessly after Dongwoon gave him a death glare. This guy always thought that he was the ‘Mr.Right’ in everything.
“Woonie-ah, we’re your hyungs, we know what happen to you, our maknae is in love~” Yoeseob added cheerfully, he looked really excited about this topic, which of course made Dongwoon felt even more flustered.
’Oh damn Junhyung hyung, thank you very much.’
“Go get him big boy, we’re always be behind your back.” Doojoon smiled and patted his shoulder lightly.
‘What? Even Doojoon hyung? Seriously, someone is drunk.’
“Yah, Yah, stop bugging me, get out, now!” Dongwoon emphasized his last word, pushed the three of them and shut the door before they could protest.
He cursed silently, oh God, his hyungs really needed to find someone new to be interrupted now, because he was not in the mood to be teased by them. Not when he still didn’t have any idea what would he say to Kibum tomorrow when he met him. Because no matter what plan that he had already set before, he would still mess up in front of those shining brown orbs’ owner. Heck. Dongwoon really wanted to tell him about this feeling, about how amazing he was, about how Dongwoon adored him, about how Dongwoon would dream about him every night, about everything. But he had no courage to do so, he was helpless. Actually, he thought that his hyungs were had a point after all. He should took a step forward, he had to prepare himself for all of the consequences. Because like what people always said,
‘Take it, or leave it’
He didn’t wanna spend his whole lifetime to regret, and he didn’t wanna make Kibum wait for him any longer, well as if he was. But this time he already chose. He would tell him, tomorrow. Right there, where everyone could hear him and could mock and laugh at him if he had been rejected, whatsoever.
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No new message, no new missed call. Seriously, what happen to Kibum? He found himself staring at his phone screen every 10 seconds. Kibum didn’t even know what was he waiting for, who was he waiting for. Maybe it was only because of the boredom, because Jonghyun was now being hospitalized (Thank God that he was alright), because Jinki seemed not to care about him anymore and the leader was busying himself with the maknae, or because Minho was... well, Minho was on the phone with some other girls, or boys, he didn’t even know. Minho kinda... dumped him or something. The only thing that Kibum knew was Minho drew himself away from him. Maybe Minho was bored, and now he was searching for some “fresh air”.
But to be honest, those things were not really affecting Kibum. There must be something else, something else other than those things.Something else that Maybe wouldn’t wanna be admitted by Kibum. Something that perfectly looked like Dongwoon.
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”Holy, I’m freezing!” Junhyung stepped closer to Dongwoon while rubbing his palms. They were in the building where the show was being recorded. Junhyung pulled his hood out to cover his head, trying to protect himself from the cold weather.
”Mmm?........”
Dongwoon was not paying attention at what Junhyung said. He was to occupied by something else. Junhyung traced Dongwoon’s gaze, and just like he had already guessed, he found Kibum in the end of the direction. Kibum was laughing, hugging Minho while congratulating the other rapper for being the number one in a certain race. Junhyung rolled his eyes, this kid really need to be taught.
“Oh God, you’re humiliating me. As a big brother, it’s a shame for me if someone saw you checking on him like an idiot pervert. As if I’ve never told ya how to handle these kind of things.”
“But you really never told me.”
“What? Excuse me noobs, but let me show you how to do this. In a right way.” Junhyung grabbed his wrist and dragged him in a sudden.
Shit.
Dongwoon mentally screamed. Junhyung really had to check whether his brain was still there in his head or not, whether it was still working or not.
“Yah hyung, let go!” Dongwoon tried his best to get free from Junhyung’s grip. But it was too late. Because a second later he heard his hyung calling the name that he didn’t wanna hear came out of the rapper’s mouth.
“Hey Kibum! Over here!”
Combo shit.
Kibum turned his head in wonder and he quickly approaching them.
Well, Massive shit.
“What is it hyung?” Kibum said to Junhyung, he seemed really curious. Dongwoon couldn’t do anything except palmed his forehead.
“Dongwoon has something for you. Is that right woonie?” Junhyung smirked.
“Ah, you never told me you have something for me, what is it eh?” Kibum suddenly turned his gaze to him. Dongwoon could feel that shining eyes were staring at his figure, digging a hole on his skin.
Dongwoon closed his eyes for a second. There was no way to go back now, he couldn’t run forever. This was the time. He knew it, he just did. He let out a deep breath, and he started to grope something from his pocket. It was the pink-colored cotton banner with some big yellow letters on it, which he had prepared yesterday. He pulled the banner out, stretched it out and kneeled himself in front of Kibum.
’Kibum-ah, saranghae!’ That was the letters said. Kibum could read it clearly.
“Would you... Be mine Kim Kibum?” Dongwoon said steadily, he didn’t wanna sound hesitate, because he was sure and more than serious with his feeling.
Everybody who was surrounding them were surprised. Taemin even couldn’t close his mouth.
One second, two seconds, three seconds, there was still no answer nor reaction from Kibum. Dongwoon clenched his grip on the banner tighter. Cold sweats running down his forehead. For a second, he was sure that Kibum would reject him, he would think that Dongwoon was an idiot and left him right there, with his kneel glued on the floor.
But Kibum didn’t. He quirked his left eyebrow at first, then he laughed, so hard.
After what seemed like forever, finally Kibum could control himself and managed to say something.
“God, seriously, you can be so funny sometimes.” He said to dongwoon while clutching his hands on Dongwoon’s shoulder to support him from falling to the ground, because his feet were limp after laughing so hard like that.
“Thanks for making me smile anyway,one of your best jokes ever.” Kibum added quickly after letting out a chuckle.
Dongwoon was dumbfounded yet relieved. At first he thought that Kibum would hate him forever and didn’t wanna see his face ever again. Yeah, even if this time he didn’t make it again, his mission didn’t succeed like what he hoped. But he did not fail either. Dongwoon just wanted to spend this moment with him today, another precious moment as usual. He smiled by the thought while wrapping his arms around Kibum. Maybe the next time he tried again, he would make it, Well, who knew.
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A/N : Yaaaay, finally I could finish it XD I really couldn’t help but wrote this fic, because of those Dongkey Moments in the show. Gosh, I’m really happy LOL XDD they are so cute together <33
Anyway, this fic is for my dearest fellow Dongkey shippers
chocolatos ,
bopeep_achu ,
ixjaydee ,
fumetsuka ,
sweetlemon911 ,
anndonghaelover , and all of the Dongkey Shippers out there <333
PS : I’ll post the next chapter of the “Love Me, Forget Me-Not” asap :)