Love Me, Forget Me-Not (Chapter 4) ; PG
Title : Love Me, Forget Me-Not
Author : seetwopm
Rating : PG
Genre: AU, Drama, Romance, a bit of angst
Pairing : Minho/Key, Jonghyun/Key
Warning : M-PREG
Summary : Nothing hurts like an unrequited love. Choi Minho, the most quiet boy in his school, swore that he had his heart only for Kibum, eventhough Kibum had already fell for Jonghyun who fortunately loved him back. But what would happen if an accident happened and changed their life forever? Would Jonghyun accept Kibum the way he was? Or as the time goes by, would Kibum open his heart for Minho and for... The baby?
A/N : First of all, I’m really sorry guys for the late update T^T school makes me pretty busy, but here it is, the 4th Chapter! Yay! Finally I could finish it, enjoy reading~ ^^
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER 1 : FATE
CHAPTER 2 : STAY
CHAPTER 3 : TRUTH
Love Me, Forget Me-Not
CHAPTER 4 : SOMEWHERE
“Minho, put that box beside the rack please!” Jinki commanded him, half-shouting from behind.
“Okay Sir!” Minho answered right away, before rolling his sleeves up and lifting the box. He was full of spirit today.
“Thank you.” Jinki tapped Minho’s shoulder proudly. “You did great, son. What happen to you? It seems like there’s a bright-shining sun above your head these days.” He laughed, turning his eyes into a couple of crescent moons.
Minho just chuckled. He was in an extra good mood recently. His days were so perfect. Last week, he woke up in the morning in front of Kibum’s door. The interesting part was he found a coat covering his body which he recognized that it belonged to Kibum. It made his heart fluttered and he felt that strange feeling again inside his chest. He was really, really happy that he wanted to kiss every people he met on the way home. But that was just one thing, the greatest thing was Kibum had changed. Well, a little. Kibum was still as cold as an iceberg in the North Pole to him, but at least he didn’t throw any disgust look to Minho again. And Kibum seemed like to listen him more. At least that was what Minho thought, and actually... Hoped for. But those simple things were more than enough to set him in a hyper-excited mode for weeks. It was funny how a certain someone could turn a tough guy like Choi Minho into such a helpless kid like this.
Those thoughts of Kibum made him blushed and grinned like a weirdo, and Taemin noticed that.
“Hyung, why do you smile to yourself?” Asked the younger boy in wonder. His innocent eyes directed straightly to Minho’s.
“No, nothing, really nothing....” But Minho still couldn’t resist the urge to grin again.
Taemin opened his little mouth to say something before he heard his mom.
“Break time boys, I already prepared some snacks for both of you.” Sunny came from inside, she gave them a soft caring smile.
“And for you as well yeobo.” She giggled, quickly added when she saw Jinki’s lips forming a pout.
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While Minho’s heart was filled with lots of happiness, Kibum's heart was the opposite. He felt empty. The world seemed to be monochrome, colorless and lifeless. Because actually living without Jonghyun was not living at all for him. No more wake up call, no more those sweet little nothings, no more little surprises, and no more Jonghyun. Sometimes Kibum would close his eyes, picturing Jonghyun in his mind, trying to remember every detail on his face, every memory with him, everything that they had been through. But then the reality would wake him up, along with every friction he felt coming from the inside of his stomach. Making him winced a little when he felt a light kick against his belly. Ah yes.... The baby. His and Minho’s baby.
It was too late, there was no way to go back. And there was no time to regret. Jonghyun definitely deserved better. He couldn’t spend his entire life only to take care of Kibum and the baby who didn’t even had any blood relationship with him. Kibum didn’t wanna see Jonghyun ruining his own life like what he did to himself. The only thing he could do now was only praying, praying that this was the right way for Jonghyun, for him, and maybe.... For Minho. Praying that he chose to walk on the right path.
There was no sign of Jonghyun these days. They didn’t meet each other for almost a week. Jonghyun never showed up in school nor in soccer club’s activity. Kibum was sure that Jonghyun hated him so much that he didn’t wanna meet him again. Well, maybe Kibum was right.
Or maybe he was completely wrong.
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“Holly crap! What are you- Oh God Jjong! Junhyung, help me!” Junho exclaimed abruptly, tried to stop Jonghyun from beating Minho.
Junhyung, who ran toward his buddies right away, quickly grabbed Jonghyun’s arms, preventing him to go any further. But that was no use, Jonghyun didn’t stop. He didn’t wanna stop and nobody could stop the furious Jonghyun. They were in the soccer field that afternoon, doing the regular practice as usual before Jonghyun came out of nowhere and gave Minho a tremendous punch right on his face in a sudden. Minho who didn’t expect to be beaten instantly falling to the ground, throwing him a confused look, waiting for him to say something. But Jonghyun didn’t say anything, instead he kept beating, hitting Minho’s stomach with his fist, kicking him, punching his jaw, while his buddies, Junho and Junhyung, tried to stop him. It was really hard to believe for everyone who watched the scene. Because everybody knew that Minho was Jonghyun’s favorite player in the team. Some girls who were watching screamed. The situation was in chaos.
“Hyung, stop it!” Elli shouted, helping Minho to get up.
“Whoaa, easy man!” Junhyung was still struggling to stop Jonghyun, trying to separate them while Junho was shooing everybody who was surrounding them to leave. The crowd boo-ed and finally left them, so that it was only five of them who were still on the field now.
“Let me go! This is not your business!” Jonghyun snatched when finally he could be separated from Minho. Junho used the chance right away, helping Junhyung by grabbing Jonghyun’s shoulder.
“You bastard Choi Minho! I’m gonna kill you! You ruin his life!”
Minho’s eyes widened after hearing what Jonghyun said. He couldn’t believe his ears.
’Did Jonghyun already know?’
“You were using him! You took advantage of him when he was down!”
The other three who were watching them was completely confused now. They threw a clueless look to one another, waiting for an explanation. But none of them knew what Jonghyun was talking about.
“Just go fuck yourself! Leave my Kibum alone you stupid jerk!”
’My Kibum? Your Kibum?’
What the hell.
This was enough. Jonghyun was way too much this time. Minho didn’t know what came over him. Maybe it was anger, jealousy, or something else, he just didn’t care. He couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Your Kibum my ass! You don’t even care about him, how could you say that he’s yours! Where were you when he was weary? Where were you when he was crying over you? The only reason why he was down is you!” Minho finally exploded.
“You-!!”
Jonghyun attacked him again, but this time Minho fought him back. Just because he was younger and Jonghyun was his hyung that he admired didn’t mean that he would let himself being beaten like a filthy cur. He was a man after all, and a man had his own pride.
Things got even more chaotic than before. Both of them were falling to ground, beating each other like crazy.
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“What happen to your face?”
It was the first thing that Kibum said when he just came back. He found Minho in his living room complete with bruises on his face and his body.
“Kibum, you’re already back.”
Of course he would come back to his own house. It was stupid, even Minho admitted it. He didn’t know why he said that meaningless sentence. He was a bit surprised by the sudden appearance of Kibum.
“Don’t change the topic. What happen to your face?” Still in his usual cold tone, Kibum asked Minho flatly.
“Uh, It’s just.........”
Kibum sighed. Minho was such a rock-headed boy.
“Bring me the medical kit.” Kibum finally gave up, not pushing Minho to explain anymore.
“Huh?”
“Just bring it quickly. I’ll clean your wounds.” No matter how hard he tried to be cold, Kibum was still Kibum. He was still caring and loving.
Minho jumped out from the couch and quickly went to get it, he smiled widely. Maybe being beaten was not that bad.
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That night, Kibum was resting himself in his room. Being pregnant was really tiring. His back felt sore and stiff. He felt a bit dizzy. Minho was still in his house, he could tell. Because he could still hear the TV sounds in the living room. Whatever, he didn’t care whether Minho there or not. Just when he was about to sleep, he heard his phone rang. He stretched his hand lazily and answered it without bothering to see who was calling.
“Hello?” He said sleepily.
“Kibum, it’s me...”
Kibum’s heart missed a beat when he heard that voice. It was Jonghyun.
“J-jjong?”
“Could you... Could you please go outside now? Just a minute, please?”
Jonghyun was pleading. He sounded really desperate. Kibum could never say no to him. So, he got up immediately and ran, made his way to the outside of the house. Minho ,who was laying himself on the couch in the living room, quickly sat himself when he saw Kibum running, he eyed him in confusion. But Kibum didn’t stop to explain, he just kept heading to the outside straightly.
Kibum could not even close the front door when he felt himself being hugged tightly. He was a bit shocked at first, but soon he melted by the hug. Jonghyun’s scent could be smelled clearly, he missed it. Kibum missed Jonghyun so much. He realized that he loved him, so much. More than he did to himself.
“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.... “ Jonghyun whispered while kissing Kibum’s cheeks and forehead many times. He was crying, his tears were sparkling under the moonlight. And Kibum could feel that his tears were welling on his eyes.
“I-I should not leave you alone, I suppose to be by your side, especially in your hard times like this... I don’t care whether you’re pregnant or not, I just don’t care.. I would be the father if you want me to. Let’s start from the beginning, let’s start it again. You and me, us... “
Kibum nodded simultaneously while burying his face in Jonghyun’s embrace. Jonghyun kissed his forehead again and hugged him tighter, they stayed like that in front of the house.
Later they didn’t know, Minho was standing behind the door, watching and hearing all the things clearly which made his heart shattered into pieces. Kibum took his heart, and he broke it again. There was something that Kibum obviously didn’t know.
Kibum didn’t know that Minho was the man would trade the world only to have a small place, small place somewhere in his heart.
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A/N : Finally the 4th Chapter is done, I’m relieved~ And in the next chapter there would be many new things :D so please look forward to it ^^
And I just wanna say, thank you so much for all of you who read my fic ^^ and thank you so much for the comments, I love you guys *hugs* <3
PS : OH GOSH, I TOTALLY THINK THAT LEE FAMILY’S REALLY CUTE <33 LOL
Author : seetwopm
Rating : PG
Genre: AU, Drama, Romance, a bit of angst
Pairing : Minho/Key, Jonghyun/Key
Warning : M-PREG
Summary : Nothing hurts like an unrequited love. Choi Minho, the most quiet boy in his school, swore that he had his heart only for Kibum, eventhough Kibum had already fell for Jonghyun who fortunately loved him back. But what would happen if an accident happened and changed their life forever? Would Jonghyun accept Kibum the way he was? Or as the time goes by, would Kibum open his heart for Minho and for... The baby?
A/N : First of all, I’m really sorry guys for the late update T^T school makes me pretty busy, but here it is, the 4th Chapter! Yay! Finally I could finish it, enjoy reading~ ^^
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER 1 : FATE
CHAPTER 2 : STAY
CHAPTER 3 : TRUTH
Love Me, Forget Me-Not
CHAPTER 4 : SOMEWHERE
“Minho, put that box beside the rack please!” Jinki commanded him, half-shouting from behind.
“Okay Sir!” Minho answered right away, before rolling his sleeves up and lifting the box. He was full of spirit today.
“Thank you.” Jinki tapped Minho’s shoulder proudly. “You did great, son. What happen to you? It seems like there’s a bright-shining sun above your head these days.” He laughed, turning his eyes into a couple of crescent moons.
Minho just chuckled. He was in an extra good mood recently. His days were so perfect. Last week, he woke up in the morning in front of Kibum’s door. The interesting part was he found a coat covering his body which he recognized that it belonged to Kibum. It made his heart fluttered and he felt that strange feeling again inside his chest. He was really, really happy that he wanted to kiss every people he met on the way home. But that was just one thing, the greatest thing was Kibum had changed. Well, a little. Kibum was still as cold as an iceberg in the North Pole to him, but at least he didn’t throw any disgust look to Minho again. And Kibum seemed like to listen him more. At least that was what Minho thought, and actually... Hoped for. But those simple things were more than enough to set him in a hyper-excited mode for weeks. It was funny how a certain someone could turn a tough guy like Choi Minho into such a helpless kid like this.
Those thoughts of Kibum made him blushed and grinned like a weirdo, and Taemin noticed that.
“Hyung, why do you smile to yourself?” Asked the younger boy in wonder. His innocent eyes directed straightly to Minho’s.
“No, nothing, really nothing....” But Minho still couldn’t resist the urge to grin again.
Taemin opened his little mouth to say something before he heard his mom.
“Break time boys, I already prepared some snacks for both of you.” Sunny came from inside, she gave them a soft caring smile.
“And for you as well yeobo.” She giggled, quickly added when she saw Jinki’s lips forming a pout.
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While Minho’s heart was filled with lots of happiness, Kibum's heart was the opposite. He felt empty. The world seemed to be monochrome, colorless and lifeless. Because actually living without Jonghyun was not living at all for him. No more wake up call, no more those sweet little nothings, no more little surprises, and no more Jonghyun. Sometimes Kibum would close his eyes, picturing Jonghyun in his mind, trying to remember every detail on his face, every memory with him, everything that they had been through. But then the reality would wake him up, along with every friction he felt coming from the inside of his stomach. Making him winced a little when he felt a light kick against his belly. Ah yes.... The baby. His and Minho’s baby.
It was too late, there was no way to go back. And there was no time to regret. Jonghyun definitely deserved better. He couldn’t spend his entire life only to take care of Kibum and the baby who didn’t even had any blood relationship with him. Kibum didn’t wanna see Jonghyun ruining his own life like what he did to himself. The only thing he could do now was only praying, praying that this was the right way for Jonghyun, for him, and maybe.... For Minho. Praying that he chose to walk on the right path.
There was no sign of Jonghyun these days. They didn’t meet each other for almost a week. Jonghyun never showed up in school nor in soccer club’s activity. Kibum was sure that Jonghyun hated him so much that he didn’t wanna meet him again. Well, maybe Kibum was right.
Or maybe he was completely wrong.
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“Holly crap! What are you- Oh God Jjong! Junhyung, help me!” Junho exclaimed abruptly, tried to stop Jonghyun from beating Minho.
Junhyung, who ran toward his buddies right away, quickly grabbed Jonghyun’s arms, preventing him to go any further. But that was no use, Jonghyun didn’t stop. He didn’t wanna stop and nobody could stop the furious Jonghyun. They were in the soccer field that afternoon, doing the regular practice as usual before Jonghyun came out of nowhere and gave Minho a tremendous punch right on his face in a sudden. Minho who didn’t expect to be beaten instantly falling to the ground, throwing him a confused look, waiting for him to say something. But Jonghyun didn’t say anything, instead he kept beating, hitting Minho’s stomach with his fist, kicking him, punching his jaw, while his buddies, Junho and Junhyung, tried to stop him. It was really hard to believe for everyone who watched the scene. Because everybody knew that Minho was Jonghyun’s favorite player in the team. Some girls who were watching screamed. The situation was in chaos.
“Hyung, stop it!” Elli shouted, helping Minho to get up.
“Whoaa, easy man!” Junhyung was still struggling to stop Jonghyun, trying to separate them while Junho was shooing everybody who was surrounding them to leave. The crowd boo-ed and finally left them, so that it was only five of them who were still on the field now.
“Let me go! This is not your business!” Jonghyun snatched when finally he could be separated from Minho. Junho used the chance right away, helping Junhyung by grabbing Jonghyun’s shoulder.
“You bastard Choi Minho! I’m gonna kill you! You ruin his life!”
Minho’s eyes widened after hearing what Jonghyun said. He couldn’t believe his ears.
’Did Jonghyun already know?’
“You were using him! You took advantage of him when he was down!”
The other three who were watching them was completely confused now. They threw a clueless look to one another, waiting for an explanation. But none of them knew what Jonghyun was talking about.
“Just go fuck yourself! Leave my Kibum alone you stupid jerk!”
’My Kibum? Your Kibum?’
What the hell.
This was enough. Jonghyun was way too much this time. Minho didn’t know what came over him. Maybe it was anger, jealousy, or something else, he just didn’t care. He couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Your Kibum my ass! You don’t even care about him, how could you say that he’s yours! Where were you when he was weary? Where were you when he was crying over you? The only reason why he was down is you!” Minho finally exploded.
“You-!!”
Jonghyun attacked him again, but this time Minho fought him back. Just because he was younger and Jonghyun was his hyung that he admired didn’t mean that he would let himself being beaten like a filthy cur. He was a man after all, and a man had his own pride.
Things got even more chaotic than before. Both of them were falling to ground, beating each other like crazy.
_______________________________________________________
“What happen to your face?”
It was the first thing that Kibum said when he just came back. He found Minho in his living room complete with bruises on his face and his body.
“Kibum, you’re already back.”
Of course he would come back to his own house. It was stupid, even Minho admitted it. He didn’t know why he said that meaningless sentence. He was a bit surprised by the sudden appearance of Kibum.
“Don’t change the topic. What happen to your face?” Still in his usual cold tone, Kibum asked Minho flatly.
“Uh, It’s just.........”
Kibum sighed. Minho was such a rock-headed boy.
“Bring me the medical kit.” Kibum finally gave up, not pushing Minho to explain anymore.
“Huh?”
“Just bring it quickly. I’ll clean your wounds.” No matter how hard he tried to be cold, Kibum was still Kibum. He was still caring and loving.
Minho jumped out from the couch and quickly went to get it, he smiled widely. Maybe being beaten was not that bad.
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That night, Kibum was resting himself in his room. Being pregnant was really tiring. His back felt sore and stiff. He felt a bit dizzy. Minho was still in his house, he could tell. Because he could still hear the TV sounds in the living room. Whatever, he didn’t care whether Minho there or not. Just when he was about to sleep, he heard his phone rang. He stretched his hand lazily and answered it without bothering to see who was calling.
“Hello?” He said sleepily.
“Kibum, it’s me...”
Kibum’s heart missed a beat when he heard that voice. It was Jonghyun.
“J-jjong?”
“Could you... Could you please go outside now? Just a minute, please?”
Jonghyun was pleading. He sounded really desperate. Kibum could never say no to him. So, he got up immediately and ran, made his way to the outside of the house. Minho ,who was laying himself on the couch in the living room, quickly sat himself when he saw Kibum running, he eyed him in confusion. But Kibum didn’t stop to explain, he just kept heading to the outside straightly.
Kibum could not even close the front door when he felt himself being hugged tightly. He was a bit shocked at first, but soon he melted by the hug. Jonghyun’s scent could be smelled clearly, he missed it. Kibum missed Jonghyun so much. He realized that he loved him, so much. More than he did to himself.
“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.... “ Jonghyun whispered while kissing Kibum’s cheeks and forehead many times. He was crying, his tears were sparkling under the moonlight. And Kibum could feel that his tears were welling on his eyes.
“I-I should not leave you alone, I suppose to be by your side, especially in your hard times like this... I don’t care whether you’re pregnant or not, I just don’t care.. I would be the father if you want me to. Let’s start from the beginning, let’s start it again. You and me, us... “
Kibum nodded simultaneously while burying his face in Jonghyun’s embrace. Jonghyun kissed his forehead again and hugged him tighter, they stayed like that in front of the house.
Later they didn’t know, Minho was standing behind the door, watching and hearing all the things clearly which made his heart shattered into pieces. Kibum took his heart, and he broke it again. There was something that Kibum obviously didn’t know.
Kibum didn’t know that Minho was the man would trade the world only to have a small place, small place somewhere in his heart.
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A/N : Finally the 4th Chapter is done, I’m relieved~ And in the next chapter there would be many new things :D so please look forward to it ^^
And I just wanna say, thank you so much for all of you who read my fic ^^ and thank you so much for the comments, I love you guys *hugs* <3
PS : OH GOSH, I TOTALLY THINK THAT LEE FAMILY’S REALLY CUTE <33 LOL