So there isn't any sweetness in the dreaming.
I looked at my mom today and realized something. When examing what I know about her life, I see that it is possible to go one's entire life without finding true love. Or that if one should find what they believe to be true love, there is no gaurentee that it will remain. This saddens me slightly, because I know that while mom may have recieved two sons whom she loves dearly; my brother and I won't be around forever. Eventually she will be alone. It makes be feel guilty. I do love my mom very much and we have a great relationship ,which has only strengthened over the summer, but I'll be leaving home for college again soon and I'm not sure if I'll be coming back this time. I don't want to end up like my mom. It seems to me that she settled, perhaps for less than what she had intended to achieve. I know in my heart that there has to be somebody out there who understands me and will love me as I am. I only wonder if I will meet him in this lifetime and if so, will there will be anything left inside to love.