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I've become somewhat nocturnal as of late. I was wondering to myself why and I think I understand now. At night you're not really responsible for anything. You don't have to be around anyone if you don't want to, you don't have to deal with roomates or people in general. But it's not always good to run on a timetable contrary to society at large. Things get complicated which makes you want to be even more nocturnal and it's an every descending spiral. I need a break like woah. Just a week in Cancun would fix everything right? Yeah right. Winter is coming. I'm not ready yet. I think I'm going to start pretending that my celibacy is self imposed. But maybe that's what I need, not a vaction, just sex. Once again, yeah right. When has sex ever made anything less complicated? I should just stop asking myself these questions and just become an alcoholic. Of course I've already come pretty close to that already this week, but it fun. Blake and I being 21 is so not a good thing. Because a beer becomes a pitcher and 1 pitcher becomes 2 pitchers really quickly. Next thing you know you can't drive home. God I miss St. Andrews.