"You, you got that something i think you'll understand.."
so ya
i've been having a great deal of back and neck pain on and off for the last few days...
also im trying to look up and keep my head high about life.. but its somewhat difficult.. i feel way to bogged down with school and other such stuff...
i am sick of faking being happy.. theres only a few people i can act like myself(usually not happy) around everyone else im usually just really really angry or euphorically happy.... or just tired haha
i really want to buy an iPod and the Across the Universe soundtrack and DVD.. haha its taking the place of moulin rouge(<3) for the moment(or longer) tee hee..
ummm i need a car which i can afford(along with insurance for a year(and then some when i get a job this summer))... but they wont let me.. IM OFFERING to pay and they wont let me.. my broham(andres) got his car handed to him... and when that happened i told my parents that i would not get the same treatment when i turned 16... i didnt.. andrews car was relatively new.. i understand i already got in an accident with the van and killed it.. but im more than willing to buy a car with my money....
but anyway
im off to go hang out with Zack-ola hahah
:-) go TEAM!!!
much love!
i've been having a great deal of back and neck pain on and off for the last few days...
also im trying to look up and keep my head high about life.. but its somewhat difficult.. i feel way to bogged down with school and other such stuff...
i am sick of faking being happy.. theres only a few people i can act like myself(usually not happy) around everyone else im usually just really really angry or euphorically happy.... or just tired haha
i really want to buy an iPod and the Across the Universe soundtrack and DVD.. haha its taking the place of moulin rouge(<3) for the moment(or longer) tee hee..
ummm i need a car which i can afford(along with insurance for a year(and then some when i get a job this summer))... but they wont let me.. IM OFFERING to pay and they wont let me.. my broham(andres) got his car handed to him... and when that happened i told my parents that i would not get the same treatment when i turned 16... i didnt.. andrews car was relatively new.. i understand i already got in an accident with the van and killed it.. but im more than willing to buy a car with my money....
but anyway
im off to go hang out with Zack-ola hahah
:-) go TEAM!!!
much love!