Apr 20, 2007 20:07
Dear Johnny,
This is my hypothetical note to you. Here is everything I would say to you if only I could. I can't figure you out. Do you want this or not? What do I mean? Are you aware that I've felt this way for a while but assumed I had no chance? Do you ever know the feeling I'm referring to? I have a strong feeling you don't feel the way I want and hope you do but your never know. One minute you seem to be hinting towards me then next minute I have no idea. I wish you could just be like "Hey I'm into this" or "Hey I think we should just hook up. I don't want more". You can't keep leading me on liek this. Oh and how did the math test go? I'm deffinately going to fail. I can see me riding along in the warm weather with you. Driving too fast, basking in the sun. It would be wonderful. I don't know much about you but what I do know, I really like and all Ineed to know is that there is something about how I feel around you even with no knowing you that well. It's rare but when it happens it's real. All I can hope is that you feel the same way. I bet you don't though. The only thing I can do now is try and convince you to.
Oh and P.S. Give me the opportunity and I'll open my heart up to you. I'm willing to be vulnerable.