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Mar 29, 2004 12:17

this is insane.

straight up:

i have my own car, not just given to me. paid for. it is in my name, the pink slip says MY name on it. i have my own insurance policy... not under my moms name. MY name. i get the monthly bill, i pay for it. i pay for my own gas, i pay for my house. i pay for my life.

i dont understand why some fucker keeps posting on my journal. im not who i was in high school, no matter what anyone says. i also dont deny that i did some fucked up things throughout my life. so fucking what man? its so over, so in the past.

im happy right now. im entirely independent. so i dont see how someone who probably still lives with their parents, and maybe just goes to el camino can say anything. its bullshit.

bill and i are happy right now, and yeah, its probably still honeymoonish... but thats life. thats how every relationship is. whether or not a couple makes it through and past the honeymoon part of it is what determines a good relationship. if things get fucked after the happy part, then it wasnt meant to be. this is fucking life.

my friends are my world and they love me for who i am. and they know about my past, they know some of my ex-boyfriends, they know what im about. they know me.

i hate that i felt that i had to post this. negative people are not welcome in my life. so shut the fuck up and leave me alone.

i will be happy whether you like it or not. and for the record, my last post wasnt complaining at all, it was observing my life and what it is and how it came to this point.

::internal yell:: fuck everyone.
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