yup. another craptastic day.
uhm... i did get my OWN insurance policy today. YES! MY OWN! not at all connected to my mom! i win!!!!! kinda... i do pay for it, but god dammit, i pay for it. ha. i also had the focus signed into my name. holy shit. growing up is the scarriest thing EVER! i told my mom today that i wish i was eight years old again. hehe. i have 40 hours on the schedule at work next week... finally. i guess theres been talk of promotion too cause one of the asst. managers quit (the bitchy one). so yeah... that could be cool. ::shrug::
bill didnt want to hang out again tonight. grr. billy spence called me though and he asked why i wasnt hanging out. so i told him what was going on and he said he was gonna "have a talk with bill". ha. bill called a half hour later. he said "why are you mad at me!?" and of course i explained that im not mad and that hes the one who has been super lame the past two days. he gave me the cutest, cuddly wuddliest teddy bear on wednesday and hasnt wanted to hang out since. boo! anyhow, he said we need to talk and that he has some questions to ask me. uuuhhhmmm... yeah, this is me being super nervous. bah! i seriously hate boys. but i like bill. damn. i lose.
after work, determined to not think about bill, i picked up my dad and we went to see 50 first dates! holy guacamole! that has to be one of the cutest movies EVER! i couldnt handle it. i laughted, i cried... bah! so damn cute. yup yup. and i totally forgot to call sara again, i suck. but straight up, andrew(hers) is kinda boring anyhow. sorry man.
OH! "wouldnt be nice" by the beach boys was featured a lot in the movie and it made me cry. i dont really know why... because that song meant a lot soo long ago and i just dont get how i still have a stupid soft spot. seriously, fuck first loves. fuck them! i dunno, that song will always be ours to me. damn. whatever. dislike, with a definate soft spot i think describes that relationship. well, not even dislike, just uncomfortableness.... whatever.
thanks to lucy and monica and charlie for being amazing friends. i love you all. what the hell would i do without you?
ok... bed time. hopefully a better day tomorrow. heres to hoping.
OHOH! again! allison! we seriously need to party together ASAP! charlie and dean can be super sober kids and you and christina and i will proceed to get sloshed. you in?
bill didnt want to hang out again tonight. grr. billy spence called me though and he asked why i wasnt hanging out. so i told him what was going on and he said he was gonna "have a talk with bill". ha. bill called a half hour later. he said "why are you mad at me!?" and of course i explained that im not mad and that hes the one who has been super lame the past two days. he gave me the cutest, cuddly wuddliest teddy bear on wednesday and hasnt wanted to hang out since. boo! anyhow, he said we need to talk and that he has some questions to ask me. uuuhhhmmm... yeah, this is me being super nervous. bah! i seriously hate boys. but i like bill. damn. i lose.
after work, determined to not think about bill, i picked up my dad and we went to see 50 first dates! holy guacamole! that has to be one of the cutest movies EVER! i couldnt handle it. i laughted, i cried... bah! so damn cute. yup yup. and i totally forgot to call sara again, i suck. but straight up, andrew(hers) is kinda boring anyhow. sorry man.
OH! "wouldnt be nice" by the beach boys was featured a lot in the movie and it made me cry. i dont really know why... because that song meant a lot soo long ago and i just dont get how i still have a stupid soft spot. seriously, fuck first loves. fuck them! i dunno, that song will always be ours to me. damn. whatever. dislike, with a definate soft spot i think describes that relationship. well, not even dislike, just uncomfortableness.... whatever.
thanks to lucy and monica and charlie for being amazing friends. i love you all. what the hell would i do without you?
ok... bed time. hopefully a better day tomorrow. heres to hoping.
OHOH! again! allison! we seriously need to party together ASAP! charlie and dean can be super sober kids and you and christina and i will proceed to get sloshed. you in?