Mar 15, 2004 23:32
work is getting way good now. the bitch quit, so i get more hours and less shit talking. i will be applying other places asap though. i still need more money. i'm gonna apply at monicas work cause i will get more money and more hours. sweet. i dunno, heres to hoping.
my mom and brian have been house shopping hard core lately. so that means that gooch will be moving in sooner than i expected and my rent will triple sooner than i expected. but i can handle all of my bills and manage to save $200 a month on top of it. so im excited. i cant wait to have bill sleep over and not worry about my mom being here when we wake up. ::sigh:: its gonna be awesome. wake and baking with my brother, amber, and bill... its gonna be SOO cool.
my life is stationary at the moment. i guess. but im okay with it. everything exciting is right around the corner. the focus' pink slip is coming in the mail next week and then my moms signing it into my name. yay.
i feel like my life is finally MINE. everything i do, i pay for, everything i own, i paid for, i pay for my car, my own insurance policy, everything. i have no dependence whatsoever. it really really is a liberating feeling. i think andrea can relate. isnt it awesome girl? for sure there are sacrifices. guaranteed sacrifices.
i dont even know why im writing this. im just so satisfied with my life right now. everything is good. not perfect, but damn good.
things with bill are amazing. ive still seen him everyday since it started. i stop by after work and hang out in front of his house for a bit if its a school night or i have work... but no matter what, we see each other, and thats awesome. he makes me so god damn happy. i really have no qualms about our relationship. it works so well. i dont know if we're ever going to be "together" but we're exclusive, and thats enough for me and him. ::sigh:: im so happy.
sorry if you read this and were rediculously bored. ha. but this post was just for me i guess.
lucy- holy cow, we must celebrate st. patty's.