happy...
last night was weird. went to the forest in PV and hung out for a while. then wen went to sean talbots house to hang out with my friend chase. he was sooo drunk. xtina and bill drank, they got drunk, actually. OH!, jackson was there. ::deep breaths:: it was really hard, really hard. but he was cool i suppose. he was cool with bill and i being together. that was neat. i dunno, a lot of me misses him sometimes, but then i get smart and realize that him and i together was the most rediculous thing ever, all we did was hurt each other. i dunno. it was fun, i had a surprisingly good time.
bill stayed here and i just took him home. <3
in all honesty, im really worried. i might just be super paranoid and scaredy catish, but i think i like him too much. i don't want to get hurt, if theres any hurting going on, its not gonna be my doing. im so down to be his. hmm... patience? we'll find out? maybe ill ask him whats up after dinner tonight.
OH! HA! i called in to work today, so im just gonna kick back all day. and then dinner with the homies and papa tonight. ::drool:: and i dont have work until 3 tomorrow, so i could possibly party tonight, but i dont think anyone can party with me. hmm.
call.
bill stayed here and i just took him home. <3
in all honesty, im really worried. i might just be super paranoid and scaredy catish, but i think i like him too much. i don't want to get hurt, if theres any hurting going on, its not gonna be my doing. im so down to be his. hmm... patience? we'll find out? maybe ill ask him whats up after dinner tonight.
OH! HA! i called in to work today, so im just gonna kick back all day. and then dinner with the homies and papa tonight. ::drool:: and i dont have work until 3 tomorrow, so i could possibly party tonight, but i dont think anyone can party with me. hmm.
call.