take the good with the bad...

[seeshells]

You know that feeling you get when something really upsets you and you don't want to think about it, but it's always looming in the back of your mind? Or when you get the same feeling because you see something that reminds you. That's what I get whenever I see it, and it makes me sick to my stomach. That's pretty sad right? Yes indeed it's sad. God.

But whatever, there's nothing I can do about it.

So, I've decide that I need to go out. Out out.

Well, can't think of much else. So. Blah