one minute you're on top
so ived decided that my least favorite part of today so far [keep in mind there is little competition since ive been up for less than an hour] is when i could've slept until basically now, but instead i woke up at seven-thirty, when my phone made an outrageously obnoxious noise to let me know i had a voice mail. which would've been fine i suppose, except it wasnt a new voice mail. it had been there since sometime yesterday, and my phone was being stupid and was like "oh okay, lets save it for tomorow morning when sarah really really wants to sleep."
so i listened to it, and was confused, and then adam jumped on my bed and was like "time to get up, its morning." so now i am up. and clean, and dressed, and fed. and i still have like half an hour before i can go get my parking spot.
i cannot take this anymore - i'm saying everything i've said before.
paper bags and angry voices, under a sky of dust, another wave of tension
has more than filled me up. even though you’re so close to me, you’re still
so distant and i can’t bring you back. so i let go watching you turn your
back like you always do, face away and pretend that i'm not,
but i’ll be here cause you’re all that i got