THURSDAY | EVENING

[sees_chairman]

-is standing in the alley to the right of the dorm-

....

-muttered to self-

Am I really.... that horrible....?[[this is following after the her talk with Jin and Touya and after going with Touya to the hospital. this is when she comes back and is still feeling the pain that Touya's words hit her with. and on top of that, she knows a certain

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[kreitzer_samuel]

*walks home from the hospital, having recently visited Touya in the hospital* He seems to be doing all right...

*walks by the door, wondering what everyone has been up to since the fight and the exams all happened at the same time, then passes by the alley to see someone he had only seen a few times, but someone who everyone had been searching for at one time*

....fayt?

[sees_chairman]

-glances over at the person who calls her name-

.....

[kreitzer_samuel]

*walks over to her, stepping into the dark alley, keeping his distance a bit as not to alarm or cause her any discomfort*

.....what's wrong....? *has an idea of what's going on*

[sees_chairman]

...everything....

[kreitzer_samuel]

Oh....*nods his head as his expression grimaces a little*

*steps closer as he stands on the opposite wall, facing fayt, looking to his side at her face*

You want to talk about it?

[sees_chairman]

....everything...

I- I don't belong here...

I can't even--

[kreitzer_samuel]

*stands, and hears her words*

Now..why do you say that, fayt...

...I know a lot has happened in the past couple of days.....it sounds like you've had the burden of dealing with what happened all by yourself though...

[sees_chairman]

Touya... he.... he....

-starts to remember the pain of his words-

he....

[kreitzer_samuel]

Touya-san...

*steps forward just one solitary step, his face still grimacing* I know this is said a lot...but...it's okay, fayt....

...say....say what needs to be said...it sounds like you're holding too much inside....

[sees_chairman]

I- I want just doing my job... but above all that, I wanted to help...
and he... his eyes... I-..

[kreitzer_samuel]

...what did he say.......and....what did you say to him as well....?

[sees_chairman]

..... I had a feeling... he... initiated what went on between him and Jin... and I told him, I was disappointed him... but I justified it... and

he said.... he said....

-hides her face-

[kreitzer_samuel]

....*walks forward closer, his hands moving up and laying them on her shoulders*

It's okay, it's okay.......*breathes in, thinking of what to say, and realizing he has nothing else as he repeats those two words over and over...*

...if you cannot go on, fayt.....do not force yourself...

[sees_chairman]

-she says nothing, but takes comforting his his touch-

...he hates me...

[kreitzer_samuel]

....now why do you say that......I've only known Touya for a little, but I can tell...he doesn't hate you...he doesn't hate without good reason.....I believe he knows you were doing your job.....when something like this happens....we do or say things that we do not mean...we get caught in the moment and lose ourselves.....

*recalls the incident back at Tartarus, though his face was not at all in angst about it, remembering that Touya forgave him despite what Samuel did* ....Touya-san....he does not hate you...I refuse to believe otherwise...

[sees_chairman]

........