May 19, 2006 03:14
pain
i have been debating things all day. i had the night off so now i am drunk.
so yea, pelican was cool. i ran into a lot of kids who i haven't seen in years. i also ran into this girl who teased me 4 years ago and 2 years ago as well. part of me thinks i should n't call her at all. the other thinks i can finally seal the deal.
what i will do is a mystery.
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i love her.
i figured i should tell her but i'm a coward and i don't see anything changing after i tell her. i'll just bottle it up. for this is between my head and my heart.
just to wake next to you.
i move closer
break
sex
resume
captivated
up up down down left right left right b a start
just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
i hate, not you.