May 21, 2003 23:50
I feel so yucky this week. I can't believe it is already half way over. I just want to sleep. My house is trashed, I mean seriously trashed and I have no energy to clean it. I don't even care. I feel very emotional right now, too. I want to cry over everything. I am losing it! I am sick of the cold weather , too. Does the weather know that it is May 22 and I still have my heat on and wither coat out? humm...
The man with the baby hasn't called me in a few days. I wonder if the praying mantis ate him? That makes me sad. I hope something fun happens to me this weekend. I am starting to fall into a hole and am afraid that I won't be able to get out. And I have to get a bit happier because I have to go to teach the children on Tuesday. I have to get all of the stuff ready for my lesson. I need to practice it on someone before hand. I am nervous. I am excited, I have no special ed children in my class because I did have some PO-HI kids but had to trade with a big mama. I am happy about this because a) I am not trained to teach special education kids
b) PO-HI is a very broad category of impairment. How can you plan for that?
Sleep calls...... Have to cuddle the chi-chihuahua