May 02, 2003 18:45
I have nothing to do. It feels wonderful. Jessi is not that mad at me any more... I think. I think it is stupid that I have to travel out of state to watch my friend purchase her wedding dress. Doesn't she know that I am depressed. That will make me feel worse. I am going to do all Sarah stuff this weekend. Maybe I will even finish the rest of the cheap wine that got me drunk. I had to drink a lot of wine to write the story of my life to someone. It was really hard. Then me and Saucey talked about how we hold on to anything that a guy say that we like. We are pathetic. Oh, well. Got to go shower, I smell and I went to work like this today....