A mess - A MESS! I tell you!
Bless us.
I'm starting to re-arrange energy in the house. Starting in my room. Move something a little over there, "GRIM! Get outta there!", shove this here, break a bookcase there, fall from sneezing here, "VALEN! Do not burrow under the rug where I walk! I nearly killed us both!", pile those books there, these books here, I keep those, those may pass from my hands, I'm not sure... There's supposed to be a walkway out of here!
I never should have done this alone. Because I, alone, can't get it done in one day. Is it old age? Is it my physical condition? Is it my confused my medical condition? Is early on-set stoopid?
This will get done. However, my ideas of re-arranging the energy have to change. They need to be in smaller segments. I can't accomplish what I used to. *sigh*
Admitting you have a problem is the first step.
Right now, I just want to scream, rant, and be angry. Oh, so angry.
And there is isn't much energy to do it.
Another one of life's lessons, the half century course.
Speaking of which, I want a party for my 50th. Tho, I happen to know everyone leaves town for my birthday. [CONSPIRACY? I hope not...] So, I'm going to have it in September, not sure when yet. There will be Ethiopian food so remember to bring money for your meal, with cake and caffe and tea after.
I expect you all there! *looking at you through your computer screen (remember, I'm one of Santa's elves)*
Bless us all, Possums!
I'm starting to re-arrange energy in the house. Starting in my room. Move something a little over there, "GRIM! Get outta there!", shove this here, break a bookcase there, fall from sneezing here, "VALEN! Do not burrow under the rug where I walk! I nearly killed us both!", pile those books there, these books here, I keep those, those may pass from my hands, I'm not sure... There's supposed to be a walkway out of here!
I never should have done this alone. Because I, alone, can't get it done in one day. Is it old age? Is it my physical condition? Is it my confused my medical condition? Is early on-set stoopid?
This will get done. However, my ideas of re-arranging the energy have to change. They need to be in smaller segments. I can't accomplish what I used to. *sigh*
Admitting you have a problem is the first step.
Right now, I just want to scream, rant, and be angry. Oh, so angry.
And there is isn't much energy to do it.
Another one of life's lessons, the half century course.
Speaking of which, I want a party for my 50th. Tho, I happen to know everyone leaves town for my birthday. [CONSPIRACY? I hope not...] So, I'm going to have it in September, not sure when yet. There will be Ethiopian food so remember to bring money for your meal, with cake and caffe and tea after.
I expect you all there! *looking at you through your computer screen (remember, I'm one of Santa's elves)*
Bless us all, Possums!