Riding the Stream of Consciousness!
Blessings!
Definitely not woohoo. The cold is nearly gone, but the sleep is not what it should be. It'll be 50 degrees today, grey, with possible showers. So, my body is aching from blowing my nose through an entire package of Puffs Plus (good trick that), and the weather. yay me. But, life goes on and I do too. :-)
shamantigre made a wonderful dinner last night. ninthraven fed me a hot toddy, and we watched 2 episodes of Buffy. I have cool homemates.
Yesterday, my LJ mentioned I noticed a subconscious moment during a meeting on Wednesday. I think this is growth of my seership. Not only (internally) visions and prophecies, but (externally in others) patterns (i.e. behaviour, emotional, etc.), subconscious, actions, motivations, etc. To see my patterns, subconscious, etc., I need to focus on me. So, this leads into---
Earlier yesterday, during the afternoon, I met up with someone for a check-in. It went ok. However, I perceived the reluctance to accept (perhaps, be dismissive of) my growth, my spiritual journey, and my acceptance of my being. I feel the reluctance was from these things taking place and being supported, mostly, outside of the groups this person has influence within. It's a normal discrimination. I do not feel it was pre-meditated. The rest of the conversation was ok. But, I don't feel I need to have this one-on-one again soon.
I find it interesting how much growth I've had this week, considering I thought it would be a normal week. I've accepted some radical changes in some of my relationships (at least 2 of which I think I would've fought tooth and nail to maintain before). Learned that what I need and want are coming from unexpected places, rather than from places I wanted them to come. Know that I'm honored and supported by people who love me, wish to be in community with me; rather than find me useful. Realized I'm a being of the Universe, and closer to realizing myself than ever before. And all of these feed me, support me, more than most of the groups I'm a part of.
Wow...started with the weather and took the stream of consciousness to here. I feel blessed!
Blessings to you and yours! May today nurture you.
TTFN Possums
Definitely not woohoo. The cold is nearly gone, but the sleep is not what it should be. It'll be 50 degrees today, grey, with possible showers. So, my body is aching from blowing my nose through an entire package of Puffs Plus (good trick that), and the weather. yay me. But, life goes on and I do too. :-)
shamantigre made a wonderful dinner last night. ninthraven fed me a hot toddy, and we watched 2 episodes of Buffy. I have cool homemates.
Yesterday, my LJ mentioned I noticed a subconscious moment during a meeting on Wednesday. I think this is growth of my seership. Not only (internally) visions and prophecies, but (externally in others) patterns (i.e. behaviour, emotional, etc.), subconscious, actions, motivations, etc. To see my patterns, subconscious, etc., I need to focus on me. So, this leads into---
Earlier yesterday, during the afternoon, I met up with someone for a check-in. It went ok. However, I perceived the reluctance to accept (perhaps, be dismissive of) my growth, my spiritual journey, and my acceptance of my being. I feel the reluctance was from these things taking place and being supported, mostly, outside of the groups this person has influence within. It's a normal discrimination. I do not feel it was pre-meditated. The rest of the conversation was ok. But, I don't feel I need to have this one-on-one again soon.
I find it interesting how much growth I've had this week, considering I thought it would be a normal week. I've accepted some radical changes in some of my relationships (at least 2 of which I think I would've fought tooth and nail to maintain before). Learned that what I need and want are coming from unexpected places, rather than from places I wanted them to come. Know that I'm honored and supported by people who love me, wish to be in community with me; rather than find me useful. Realized I'm a being of the Universe, and closer to realizing myself than ever before. And all of these feed me, support me, more than most of the groups I'm a part of.
Wow...started with the weather and took the stream of consciousness to here. I feel blessed!
Blessings to you and yours! May today nurture you.
TTFN Possums