Apr 02, 2005 21:29
Why do some days just suck? Today i woke up in such a good mood. i had the whole day planned but then some terrible but not shocking news was told to me and ruined my whole day, so i did something completely different and the day seemed ok in-till i got home and started thinking. i try to be strong but for some reason all my strength seems to be taken from me but only when i am by myself which is most of the time. i wish i had somewhere to go. ANYWHERE!!!! i hate being stuck in this place but i have no future the way i am going and being in this place won't help me get out of the rut i am in. if only i had a place to go i could clear my head and start a life but living here once you get in the cycle its almost impossible to get out in-less you leave everything you are behind and start over and thats exactly what i need to do . SOMEONE HELP ME !!!!! someone just take me away.