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today im all gloomy. i dont like when it rains a lot or...well i guess at all if its not summer and not about to thunder and lightning. i dont like having a cold only 2 weeks after getting over something resembling strep throat. i dont like when i get a crazy girl moment and that my face says it all when im upset. jelousy is a terrible feeling even when i realize theres no need for it. he does nothing but prove to me again and again that he's pretty amazing and that for once i may not be the underdog in this. i want more girl time with lia. it feels nicer to pig out and park myself infront of grey anatomy when im not alone. i hope there is sun tomorrow.