i dont care what anyone says

Nov 12, 2006 23:36

hot dogs are perfection. i could have peed myself when lia brought me all that food.
i like taking care of my friends when i can and knowing theyll do the same.

tonight kind of felt good. i poured myself a glass of wine and put on the gloria record (with without fail always does exactly what i need it to do) and started to draw. im not saying its the best drawing ever but i thoroughly enjoyed myself and think it could turn into something. it feels nice to have people in my life who push me to do what i need to. like they belive i can be more. its really important. ive been doubting myself alot lately.

tonight made me miss jersey terribly. pouring wine and sitting with candles and smoking to good music...it all felt so peacful. the constant noise outside my window now clouds my head.

i like dating someone creative who has a totally different background. i give advice and vise versa. its refreshing.

im actually really happy right now.
i promise i wont cry ;)
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