stomach sick in regret
Option No. 2, chosen, now pales in comparison to Option No. 1, passed.
It was a sight to live for, structure a growing life around; the basis for development of a functional personality. (And you balked?)
(like a hitting the tracks; this young boy with the guitar and the harmonica around his neck, you should really come listen to)
Dropped these for just one of them and some other things; and with someone you have ambivalent feelings for, repeatedly?
I don't care for your stupid musings,
which are not my stupid musings.