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So it seems like whenever I update I note the fact that I havn't in a while. meh. it's th truth though. Many things have happend. and to give a complete update about evrything would take foreve. so we'll just say the biggest things.
First off. I have my own apartment. yay!!! it get's a little lonely though. it's messy right now because I had people over last night. and I should actually be doing so many other things right now than updating my LJ. notice how I don't care. anyway. that's that living alone without parental supervision it's great. scary though!!!
Secondly, my friend Sho ( who I just met not too long ago through another friend ) asked me if I wanted to move with him to europe, prolly France. of course my first reaction was "are you serious?" he said yes and then I said ok. that's my dream to move to fracne and live there. but I don't know if I'm ready. I mean in my dreams it's always when I've been done with school and could afford to go there. I mean how awesome would it be to live in france. but here's the catch.... we don't know how long we'd be gone cause it all depends on Sho's job (he's a professional dancer) so if gets a contract we have to stay there that long and usually it's at least a year. and could I really live there a year? so much to think about and decide for something this drastic. and what happenes when I come home? If I come home... there's not going to be really a home to come back to since my parents are moving to arizona. so do I go live my dreams in a land where I don't know what's going to happen? and what kind of job would I get there? I want to go to shcool but do I really want to go to school in france? so much to mall over...
las thing quickly... I don't ahve a car anymore. havn't for about a month. It sucks!!
First off. I have my own apartment. yay!!! it get's a little lonely though. it's messy right now because I had people over last night. and I should actually be doing so many other things right now than updating my LJ. notice how I don't care. anyway. that's that living alone without parental supervision it's great. scary though!!!
Secondly, my friend Sho ( who I just met not too long ago through another friend ) asked me if I wanted to move with him to europe, prolly France. of course my first reaction was "are you serious?" he said yes and then I said ok. that's my dream to move to fracne and live there. but I don't know if I'm ready. I mean in my dreams it's always when I've been done with school and could afford to go there. I mean how awesome would it be to live in france. but here's the catch.... we don't know how long we'd be gone cause it all depends on Sho's job (he's a professional dancer) so if gets a contract we have to stay there that long and usually it's at least a year. and could I really live there a year? so much to think about and decide for something this drastic. and what happenes when I come home? If I come home... there's not going to be really a home to come back to since my parents are moving to arizona. so do I go live my dreams in a land where I don't know what's going to happen? and what kind of job would I get there? I want to go to shcool but do I really want to go to school in france? so much to mall over...
las thing quickly... I don't ahve a car anymore. havn't for about a month. It sucks!!