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See my friend Dan Pata right thurr? Well I miss him alot alot alot. His livejournal comment made me smile mucho and yeaaa so i miss him and our nights at 191 with my hundred million 40's. The first thing i remember about him is something about sitting in circles. Oh and his preferance to wine as well as his second hand smoking habit. I'm sorry we lost touch. I miss you buddy. Who else puts up with me at 1 am when I'm going crazy because I just painted a fauvistic inspired Mexican ( MORE LIKE MEXICAN'T! sorry, nothing to do with Pata, but I couldn't resist) I miss you buddy. Long Island misses you. Please come back soon?
Speaking of losing touch.... I feel like I've lost touch with a great deal of people over the past year or so. Some of them I really can't wait to hang out with soon (aka BRANDON! before I go to Europe, hopefully).
I feel there's always a reason people stop talking. To have a friendship with some one at one point or another and then, whether it be gradually or suddenly, to not even speak to this person, in my oppinion, is completely ridiculous. Ive done this myself, so I'm not pointing fingers or stating this to make anyone feel like I'm reffering to them because I'm not. Just a thought that came through my head this evening, but then again while discussing belt buckles with Matt and Chris, an old bikini I lost was a thought that also came through my head.
Speaking of bikini's- the scar from my surgery really makes me sad. Black and blues aren't bad, but although it's the smallest thing ever, my scar is no fun now that it's beach time. And speaking of beach time, last night was fun. I think my favorite part was the rocks with Andrew and Heather then possibly the ride home because I had Andrew to keep my company, steph and stein ontop of eachother in my backseat and joe just singing to himself in my trunk(while awkwardly watching steph and brian stein make out). Not drinking around my alchie friends is wierd. I don't mind too much, it's just something different.
First impressions are funny things. First drunken impressions are even worse when you get caught being a prick :) hahahahaha thats ok, this prick isn't too bad, he's a nice guy.
Today was fun. Dropped of Munsch and Steph. picked up Katie Anthony and Tolken so they could drink at my hoose and be my slaves. Tetro pissed out of my 3rd floor window. Washed my car saw. heather in the rat suit at chuckeecheesseee. saw anthony hump heather in the rat suit at chuckeecheessseee. Driving in painful rain was interesting. Anthony thinking he could jump out of my moving car then getting bitch slapped by a puddle was hilarious. Stein's house- shoot me in the face kinda made me cry a little bit. Mom yelling a large amounts. BASICALLY about the fact that I'm a 17 year old who chooses to not drink so her friends can have fun but at the same time gets home an hour late smelling of cigarettes. You know what Lorraine? Saturday after sean's fucking beer-b-que which i'll be attending, i won't go sleep at munsch's or katie's. I'll get in my car and speed home trashed so i can make in the door by whatever time you say!!! And then don't you love when you had a really really really shitty night and there comes that one more thing just pushes you over the edge and makes you feel like a fucking nut job? Fucking aye.
I'm going to sleep so i can be decently rested when i fail my spanish regents tomorrow. Then Conan.
gnight bitches.